Alone

Alone in the middle of the night,

I cry.

Without Him,

I am truly alone.

Bless me.

Let humans be humans

It's a harsh world outside.

If you happen to

experience this,

keep strong.

Because knowing that you still live,

determine how strong

you are.

There's nothing wrong

with who you are.

You need to be cold

TO BE A QUEEN

Stop right there

I need to agree that
when you're close to someone.

All your feelings will function
very well.

When you're really close,
you'll pay attention to
their words, their actions.

Even words wound your heart.
Actions give you cuts.

There's nothing wrong with that.

When you really appreciate someone,

you expect them to do the same.

When you really care about someone,

again, you expect them to do the same.

You know what,

the expectations are

the ones who will kill you.

Not your feelings.

You're a human,

you're allowed to have

feelings.

But don't expect too much.

You'll get hurt.

I've been there,

for countless times.

xoxo

If you can understand this poem

You're great.

They say that girls

are from Venus

And the guys 

are from Mars.

But looking at 

the situation,

isn't it the other way round?

xoxo

Iron Lady: A teaser

When there's a presence of force

It bents.

When there's a presence of heat

It melts.

Even when there's a presence of water

It rusts.

Aneroxic?

Let me explain myself a bit.

I am not aneroxic.

And not getting anywhere near to.

I eat when I want to.

I am not trying to diet or anything.

I have a normal weight

(well, one kilo less and I'm underweight)

But I am normal.

Some people might get shocked when

they hold my hands.

Yep, you can feel my bones everywhere.

But I'm good. 

About not eating,

yes I can live for three days without any

proper meal.

But that's not because I'm on diet or anything.

I just don't have the apetite.

And there you go, 

mesti orang kata, 

perasan je perempuan ni.

Takde ah nampak kurus pun.

Bajet lah tu.

Indeed.

But there are also certain group 

of people

questioning my health.

That's why I'm explaining myself.

I don't look that skinny

after all.

Thank you for your

concern.

I'm 42 kilos ^^V

 

You told me that

I am a part of you.

But then why do I feel apart?

Let's talk about fair, shall we?

They asked us to be fair.

Fair is what we gave.

But, they don't think it's fair.

Well, that's not fair.

Fair ain't what

you really need

Ego and pride.

They say that ego and pride

will destroy you.

But I couldn't see any guys

got destroyed.

Or is it only applicable to girls?

9 months

of patience

and improvements.

I believe

there will be a virtue.

xoxo,

SERIAMALINA

Best friends

Well you know.
I hardly consider anyone who is close
to me as a best friend.

I might as well call them bitches,
best bros etc.

Because I know,
when you are really close,
you will expect and trust more.

That was and is my
major concern.

Spongebob: What is I break your trust someday?

Patrick: Trusting you is my decision, proving me wrong is your choice.

Are you ok?
They asked

I always am.

I am just not happy.

But I'm fine.

and

Better in time

You're gonna suffer.

But you're gonna be happy about it.

A short poem.

Because the moment I forgive,

is the moment you give up.

No regrets.

Battlefield.

You know I never wanna hurt you.
Don't even know what
we're fighting for.

Every time I'm wounded.

I get a scar.

To tell me that

I survived.

And also a scar

that tells me.

I am not invincible.

xoxo,

SERIAMALINA

I am not 

being indecisive.

There's a person 

that I need to save.

Or maybe it's me

who needs to be saved.

 

That's how I miss you

The pain 

I feel it in my chest.

It's moving to my hands.

And now they're numb.

It's moving to my feet.

I cannot move.

 

It's choking my throat.
No words can be uttered. 

It's running through my brain.

Nothing I can comprehend.

It's like I'm drowning.

In the ocean where nothing

is to be found.

It's like I'm trying to reach

something beyond

my human limit.

It's like I'm locked 

in a pitch black room,

alone.

And suddenly I feel

tears

running down through my cheeks.

This is 

also a poem.

This is a poem.

As you might wanna call it.

For somebody that I used to know.

You know that

I've always been there for you.

Regardless of how hard 

the situation is.

You know that

I've always offered my words of comfort to you.

Regardless of how lonely

the world is.

You know that

I've always smiled at you.

Regardless of how 

unhappy we were at that moment.

And now that things

have changed.

I cannot be the person
I used to be.

Sorry is the only word 

I can utter.

As I am the trouble

you wish you never had.

As I am the misery

you have in your mind.

As I am the pain

that stops you from being alive.

I understand that we

cannot undo everything.

I know that things

will never go back to normal.

I know that our scars

will never be erased.

So, my only hope is that.

Even if I'm no longer in your mind.

I wish in your heart,

is where I stay.

p/s:Thank you

for stopping

by.