You're a star

You told the tale that you're a star And you gushed over a hope that
one day you will find  your moon to accompany you throughout those lonely nights.
You told the tale how both of you despite everything, will choose to shine in the darkness, together.
You indeed are a star. You will indeed shine in darkness.
But unlike you, I don't need darkness  to shine. And I don't need anyone to accompany me either.

Because, I'm the sun.
And I don't fade.

Rock Bottom

When you hit rock bottom, the only option you have  is to go back up, they say.

That is true. But an option is not an assurance. You have to struggle to climb back up.
And for all you know, you might fall over and over again in the course of climbing.
And that makes you want to just stay at the rock bottom.

It sure is easy to say.

"You can't keep living in the past. Move on, will you?"
But what can I do? The present doesn't keep me alive. But those memories do.
And I want to be nothing, but alive at this very moment.
So, just let me dwell in it. Let me just do whatever I want this time.
You've said enough. You've concerned enough.
 And they are only

The introvert me


It was Spring

I left. Because I didn't  want to wait.
The irony is, the only thing I can do after leaving is waiting.


Don't worry about me.
I already worry about myself so much.
Your concern is a burden to me.
A burden which tells me that  I should be ok.


Maybe confusion is not at all  a negative thing.
Cause only by being confused you get to ask the right question.

Like, why did you?