When you disappear,
Only then
You will know
Who truly cares
Who does not.

Some just pretended that they care.
Some will try to take an advantage and spread rumors about you.
Some will truly care

But if you really know me.
You shouldn't have thought that I was going to do some stupid things.
I wouldn't do that.
If you know me I'm not like that.

Ok take off your mask, don't pretend like you care.

At the end of the day,
It is true.
You can't expect people
To understand you
To forgive you
To understand you.

If you're broken
Fix it
If you're having a problem
Face it.
Yourself.

I've always posted things as if I'm
Talking to you right.
But let me talk to myself this time

I'm just a loner
A loser
Who appears bold and strong
But weak and fragile inside.
I always cry when I'm going through a hard time.
But I hide it. To appear strong.
But I'm not.
I really am not

I thought when I smile,
The fear, the sadness will go away.
But they won't.

I'm just a little child inside.
Who cannot choose what is best for her own self.

I'm just a human who can't live alone.
Who needs someone to talk to.
Who needs someone I wanna talk to.
Who needs someone who can simply hug me and tell me it's fine. I'm doing the right thing.

What's the point of being successful but alone and unhappy?

I know someone else is having it worse.
But that's how weak I am for not being able to go through this small hardship.

I'm sorry if I dissapoint anyone with my childish rant, with my immature thoughts.

But yes, I'm still a child.
I'm still too young for all this bullshit.

At this rate, I think I might really going to run away. :/