Seriously?

oh, hell no.


what is happening in this world?
to tell you the truth man, I AM SO NOT INTERESTED.

Alhamdulillah

my praises to Allah S.W.T

Hari Kecemerlangan Sekolah Berasrama Penuh Ke-38
Tunku Kursiah College
Bahas Bahasa Melayu Piala Perdana Menteri
22-26th of May 2011


first of all, i would like to thank Allah, my teachers, family, friends and most of all my fellow teammates for giving me the supports and courage. Eventough we lost to Integomb at the quarter final, but yeah we've tried our best. But, wht cn we do if there's no rezeki fr us kan. but, frm the positive side, we are one of the top 8 schools. so, alhamdulillah. we are very proud fr ourselves fr our achievement. To,
KAK AIZAA, thank you fr being such an awesome captain, we know we are not that the top rank speakers, but you did your best and first time PPM, and quarter, you're amazing.
EDDA, thank you fr still being in the team. I can't imagine hw am i suppose to go alone, you're great.
IWANI, you've got the experience, so, nvr waste it.


to everybody who did pray fr our sucsess, thank you so much. May Allah bless you in so many ways. amin~

chill out betrayer,

sarcasm? you know me well.

but, literally, i don't know the new you.

people changes, and admit that you did too.
but, i wonder why you did not say anything that night,
at least, i told you the truth.
and the only thing that you could do was posting stuffs about me.
seriously? i regret, to the fact that i took you as a very important person in my life.
what do you want in this life? i bet that is not the meaning of joy.
hey, at least, i did not lie about what people talks behind you.
at least, i've tried to save you. but, that's not worth it at all.
the NEW you, just can't stop having a narrow mind.
pity. take everything you want. i know what you did behind my back.
it may be a very small thing that i don't even give a damn.
but, to the fact that you've betrayed me and tell others a wrong story.
since when, did you become so manipulative?
and i am lucky, to still have a brain to think.
i don't need a betrayer in my life.
she speaks behind my back and she never value a friendship.
with that, i end this so-called friendship.
thank you and may you be blessed.
not to forget, i do hope that Allah will show you the real path.
stop living with LIES.

JUST WHEN YOU REALISED YOUR MISTAKES,
YOU ARE JUST TOO LATE.

JOM GULING-GULING!

KELAKARNYA.

DAH KENA BLOCK TU SENYAP JELA.

WEEEE~
NAK SANGAT KE STALK KITORANG? TAK EN?
HEH. TIDAK MENGAPA.
KITORANG EN TAK PERFECT.



P/S: YANG TAK BOLEH BELAH TU, SAMPAI SEKARANG TAK FAHAM APA YANG AKU BUAT KAT YANG LAIN-LAIN TU.

to have one more chance

you know what hurts the most?

to the fact that i could not forget you.

but i know you won't be there

200th post.

banyak nya aku mengarut.

sampai 200 kot.

heh.

Responsibility and Publicity

cliche. isn't it?
hah. had been appointed as

THE ASSISTANT LEADER OF

DISCIPLINARY BUREAU

PREFECTORIAL BOARD.

WHY is it 'assistant'?

because we still have the form 5 to be the leader lah. adoy.

still can't figure why they choose me to be one.

ok, maybe i can go for MMA for FREEEE.

but, i just don't think i deserve it, somehow.

and on the date 9th of may 2011.

the day i had been announced as the -----

what i hear was.

"cehh. seri, pen ketua biro d."

"Biro D kot"

"terkejut aku . seri tu"

etc.

it was all i hear,

it was all i see,

it was all i smell?

pfft. i hate being asked like that.

ok, maybe that's not their fault.

i was just way too paranoid.

but, hell yeah. new responsibility.

rawr.

just hope that i'm going to be fine.

someday we will know

they say that i'm in love with this percisely someone.

but i don't think so.

maybe.

i never doubt the possibilities.

not yet, perhaps.

Lepak Chill Relax LAHH.

hm. as you guys might not be able to understand this post,
JUST READ IT.



let me start with,

we have different types of people. But, hey. chill lah. don't ever be so 'kamjat' with your surroundings. cool down. if people open their mouths behind your back, relax. we can not stop them from having a point of view. because, at times our point of view may be different from others. so, don't blame others from having a point of view.

secondly,

REFLECT OURSELVES

we have to be aware of what we are going to do. we have ask ourselves, what may be the consequences? don't just go around and say that you are right. we have to understand and 100 percent sure that we are doing is right. ok, maybe at least more than 50 percent. oh, because seriously people don't listen to the ones who just talk but not think. ok?

third of all,

yes. we understand that nobody is perfect. i, seriously never think that i am perfect. but, never afraid to tell ourselves that we are wrong. apologise. say sorry. we lost nothing by saying sorry if we are wrong. don't ever expect others to apologise to you, but you did nothing. when someone is ready to give an apology, don't ever be afraid to apologise. you are the winner by swallowing your so-called precious pride and say sorry.

i know that i don't deserve your full attention about this particular thing. since, i'm reminding my own self by posting this. i have nothing againts you guys and i obviously will not use this blog as a medium to tell the whole world that i hate you. because i don't even hate you. i just need you to say sorry(which you won't). and i know that you have a heart too that everbody has to take care of it. i understand it. but, admit that you too did not take care of other people's hearts at times.

so, lepak chill relax LAHH.

let's be a better person sama-sama ok?

EIGHTEEN.

to my dearest abang, 'IRFAN HAKIM.

*muka dengan yang sebelah tu sama sahaja* :P:P

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

so, what was it?


oh, yeah.





MAY YOU BE BLESSED.


LONG LIVE.


GET THINNER AND HANDSOME-ER.








lastly but not leastly,


SEMOGA DAPAT JODOH CEPAT SIKIT (as requested by the person himself)








heh. so, i know you love me so much.


and i love you too.








you are the best brother i ever had(since you are my only brother).

MY MUM and why i love her so much.

so, who is my mum.

she is MAIZON BINTI JAFFAR.

was born on 24TH OF OCTOBER 1966.

was born in JOHOR.

and why i love her so much?

1. She's through my thick and thin.

2. She's taught me a lot.

3. I can see myself when i look at her(maybe that's why we oftenly have a fight)

4. She forced me to be in SSP.(that's why i am a human and not a bitch now)

5. She always there when i make some noises.(and then she'll be mad at me)

6. She grows me up.

7. She hates me when i'm being stubborn. (This is what i meant by saying we have a lot in common).

eventhough,

1.Sometimes, i'm pissed with her. (then, i'll be mad at myself and regret.)

2.Sometimes, she's not interested in what i am saying. (this is why i'm pissed)

3.Sometimes, she doesn't understand me.

but, i know.

SHE LOVES ME A LOT.

THAT IS WHY,

I LOVE HER TOO, so much.

happy mothers' day mom!

THANK YOU MUM.

MAY YOU BE BLESSED. AMIN~

well i know we both hate the fact that we just have loads of things in common. and we want to deny it, we realise that DENYING is one of the things we have in common.

Guys and HOW TYPICAL THEY ARE.

Think of what is worth fighting for.

*gambarhiasansematamata*

ok, this post might be very sensitive to guys. but, read it until the very end, then you may judge.

this is a typical words that might came out from their mouths when you're both so-called in love.

1. I will always there by your side.

2. I will be yours forever.

3. You JUMP, i'll JUMP(bhaahaha)

4. You look beautiful tonight/today. (seriously, ONLY?)

5. When i look into your eyes, i feel like the world is mine. (puke)

6. I don't know why you're the only person that caught my attentions.

7. I'm the luckiest person in the world when you are mine.

8. You are my everything.(i am sick with this)

9. I am glad to have you by my side.

10. I promise to be loyal. (fuck off)

I, seriously have nothing againts guys. But, as you read those sentences, they might be familiar to those who had the experiences huh? AND most of it came out from the mouth of your ex or maybe soon-to-be your ex. i am not trying to lie here. But, think of it again.

so, to guys out there. don't be such a sweet talker. it may harm you one day. Being a casanova is pointless. Don't just promise to be loyal but be LOYAL. and don't ever try to play games with girls. I do not agree with games.

Based on this post, i would like to clarify that i do want to have a boyfriend, someday, sometimes. But, maybe NOT NOW. fling around is better rather having someone to stick with. hah. and to be true, if you HAVE him, you'll lost you excitement in believing in Love.

as you may this kind of pointless, to my one and only ALIAH NAZAMUSA, forget him. he's not worth to be remembered. let's get BETTER IN TIME. hah.

JUST MY POINT OF VIEW,

seriamalina.

why?

since there's just so many questions started with why. such as;



1.why haven't you been writing recently?
2.why do you love to write in english rather than bm?
3.why have you been busy lately?
4.why you haven't improve in your debate?

anddd,

5.why do you still don't have any boyfriend? *longpause**krekkkrekkk*



ok. kidding. but, i am just so sorry for being so busy and i'm lack of time to write. i know i sounded like i have so many thousands people out there reading my blog (cehh. baru ada bape kerat followers) FINE. OK!


whatever, i'll try to answer those questions no worries.