Thursday 30 August 2012

The moment

When I am falling apart

But no one notices

Hey world

I am not always

the girl

who you think

I am.

I am not strong.

If it seems like I was.

I was faking it.

But Seri,

Impression

Trust me I am not good

at everything.

I have my own weakness.

That's why.

Everything you see about me

ain't always what it seems.

Don't read me wrong.

Don't judge me

by the impressions I have made.

I wish

someone can calm me down

and tell me that I am doing fine

and I'll be ok.

Not a good sign though.

Sorry, Blame it on me

It is so hard to say,

I know I have let you down

I understand that I have let everybody down.

While I should not.

But to the fact that,

it hurts me more,

than it does to you.

High expectations from others

are just

hopes and dreams

in disguise.

I am down with my own self.

Trust me,

I have tried my best.

I am so sorry.

Sunday 26 August 2012

Last day

Back to Seri Puteri

Results

Final PPM

Retirement day!

ok bye :D

I appreciate you to be a

reader

instead of

follower.

xx,

SERIAMALINA

Peculiar

I thought you were

the one.

Aha. Let see,

what is wrong with the statement.

You think,

You didn't feel.

That's how it goes wrong.

xx,

LOVEGURU

Hey Bob

Someone gave this quote
to me.
For what purpose,
undefined.
By Bob Marley

“He’s not perfect. You aren’t either, and the two of you will never be perfect. But if he can make you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice, and if he admits to being human and making mistakes, hold onto him and give him the most you can. He isn’t going to quote poetry, he’s not thinking about you every moment, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you could break. Don’t hurt him, don’t change him, and don’t expect for more than he can give. Don’t analyze. Smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad, and miss him when he’s not there. Love hard when there is love to be had. Because perfect guys don’t exist, but there’s always one guy that is perfect for you.”

I know you're

somewhere out there

somewhere far away,

LOVEGURU

I taught

everyone to be strong.
I guess,
I have to do it myself.

I AM STRONG ENOUGH

to do this.

I will click yes.

We will.

we'll get through it,

SERIAMALINA

I want

everything to be perfect.

But that is not what I need.

I really need this challenges in life

to make me stronger and

a better person

in the future.

SERIAMALINA

Do you have the guts?

to forget,

to let it go,

to be who you are,

to appreciate what you have now.

Let's give a shot.

Do you believe?

Things will be better.
It's the matter of time.

One day.

One fine day.

Let's hope.

Things happen for a reason,

SERIAMALINA

MAHA

My Best mate eh?
He is

gedik.

slow.

gedik.

slow.

syahdu.

slow.

gedik.

syahdu

and always there

when I need someone to talk.

Hears my problems.

Shares our secrets.

Knows my deepest thoughts.

After all,

he is my brother

not by blood,

but by bond.

It took me less than

five months

to know you well,

SERIAMALINA

Bullshits

This is my view,

if you want to be a

LEADER.

You need to think

about YOUR people,

not YOUR power.

Don't call yourself the future leaders,

if you are still arguing over stupid things.

Real mature guys, real mature.

-.-'

enough said,

SERIAMALINA

Saturday 25 August 2012

Kids nowdays

I was not even

allowed to hold a

camera when

I was five.

How cute.

Do you know me?

I am a part time lover

and full time

Loveguru.

Love me well

;)

SERIAMALINA

Connecting People

Let bygones,
be bygones.

Why bother to mourn

about your past

while something better

awaits you

in the future?

I am so done,

looking back at my past,

and thinking why it happened.

God knows best.

Now, it's the time for me

to treasure what is best for me.

Where I am,

Who I am with,

I should feel glad.

Because Allah makes no mistake.

xoxo,

SERIAMALINA

What you have,

right now,

is to be appreciated.

It's true,

sometimes what you want

is not what you need.

That's why, you need to feel secure

with fate.

Because somehow,

you can't have everything in your own way.

Aha

Well then,

Hello again.

I am back

from my hometown.

I'll tell you what happened

during this raya later.

and the theme song for today is
click here.
hihi

Have you ever wanted

something so bad

in your life?

I do.

so, don't screw up

seri,

DO NOT.

They look,

You feel,

SERIAMALINA

Truth or dare?

How we got into this mad situation,

only doing things out of frustration.

Trying to make it work,

but these times are hard.

They are making us crazy.

Don't give up on me.

xoxo,

SERIAMALINA

People makes mistake

and sometimes,

they keep on making the

same mistake.

Thursday 16 August 2012

Things end

but memories last forever.

Ramadhan is coming to the end. And Syawal will be coming so soon.
To be true, sad is what I feel right now, to leave the month full of blessings.
But, what can I say?

Had my last tarawih as a student in SSP last night. And it was quite syahdu and made me

cried a bit. only a bit.

Well, since Syawal is coming. It also means my birthday in Hijrah is coming. It falls on 23rd of Syawal 1415. Turning 18 so soon :P. And maybe because, I was born in a month of forgiveness, that's why I easily forgive people. And also, forgive me people if I ever done any wrongs to you when I intended or not intended to.

sincerely,

SERIAMALINA

Something Ironic

People said,

mostly, I am ego.

To admit what I really feel that time.

So, things happened.

And somehow certain people believes,

I ended up being down

or regretting

what I have done.

Because of that attitude:

le freaking awesome attitude:

EGO.

well, yes.

Thank you for telling me

the obvious.

That's it.

I am an ego maniac.

And people asked me to stop that.

And somehow, sometimes,

it's not a good thing

to apply as a human.

Fine.

And there comes, another

group of people.

They told me to be just

WHO I AM.

That's the quality everyone

has ever demanded.

To be just the way you are.

Now, I tell you what.

I am ego.

And that's just who I am.

Can anybody just accept me

for being myself?

This is my vow,

I'll stop being ego

when I got married.

Before that,

bear with it.

;)

Ego has it's limit.

If I did anything wrong.

Sorry will still be my best word.

SERIAMALINA

I guess

I am not good at spoiling

things

moments.

You should be glad.

;)

Wednesday 15 August 2012

I'm wide awake

I was in the dark
I was falling hard
with open an heart

I'm wide awake.

How did I read the stars

so wrong?

Now it's clear to me

that everything you see ain't always

what it seems.

I was dreaming for so long.

I wish I knew then,

What I know now.

Wouldn't dive in

Wouldn't bow down.

Gravity hurts.

You make it so sweet.

Till I woke up on a concrete.

I'm falling from cloud 9.

Crashing from the high.

I'm letting go tonight.

I'm falling from cloud 9.

Not losing any sleep

I picked up every piece

And landed on my feet.

Need nothing to complete myself.

I am born again

Out of the lion's den

And I don't have to pretend

The story is over now.

The end.

Thunder's rumbling

Castles crumbling

I am trying to hold on.

God know that I tried

Seeing the bright side.

I am not blind any more.

By Katy Perry

I'm trying to teach myself

to appreciate everything

even the most simple thing

in my life

at the moment.

Because I might never have it

the next day.

I was

undeniably

so cute

when I was 8

*inthemiddle*

Was not I?

Say hello

to the camera,

to that person who stole

my polaroid camera,

I'm wondering why you bother

to steal it.

It costs you only RM249.00

Buy it yourself!

ok, whatever.

What disappoints me a lot

is to the fact that

I bought it using the money

I received for being the finalist

of Piala Perdana Menteri.

Semoga anda mendapat

keinsafan

di bulan Ramadhan ini.

Saturday 11 August 2012

Well then,

I don't really like and prefer
people to call my second name.

AMALINA

it means,

our hope.

and come to think again,

Ama,

is quite a name,

maybe.

I believe,

that,

it's forever undefined.

SERIAMALINA

Speaking for

someone, I believe
worth speaking for.

When your last one

is just meant to be

your next one.

Now, you define

the undefined.

enough said,

SERIAMALINA

Promise

They say that,

But since,

you have made a promise.

I'm not sure if you were happy or not that time.

Will you hold on to it?

I'm just wondering.

I'm not hoping.

Well, I think there's only less than

one percent

for you to keep the vow.

we'll see,

on the 8th of September.

SERIAMALINA

Happy Birthday

I don't get it,
why is it so hard
to say happy birthday
to someone?

In addition,

the one you care about.

Ok, cool.

Your birthday doesn't mean

it's the most precious day

that everyone has to take notice,

YET,

I'm putting my best yet.

That doesn't mean,

you can simply forget about it.

It might not be the best day

that everyone can have.

yet, it the most special day

that they simply want it to be

as perfect as it can be.

Seriously,

birthday is not just a birthday.

Take notice of this.

If you remember someone's

birthday.

It means that you value

that someone in your life.

So, prove it.

The most simple thing.

Then, why you have to make it

so hard?

SERIAMALINA

Sorry

is just a simple word is it?

Then, why certain people just so ego

to say it.

People may admit their mistakes.

That's good, but what is the point of admitting,

if you're not trying to apologise.

Certain things might be just a small matter,

but certain things are not.

Stop assuming, like everything will be fine.

Put your best endeavour,

just say it, sorry.

It's not that hard.

And sometimes,

that little word is everything someone

ever demand to hear.

I'm sorry.

SERIAMALINA

Pray for Palestine

Do you know that,
Masjid Al-Aqsa
is the second mosque that has been develop
by Allah after Masjid Al-Haram.
And the third best mosque in the world.
After Masjid Al-Haram and Masjid Nabawi.