Gediks

I present you the best couple of the year.

haha.

and i just like this picture.

edda and afi, may it lasts :D

edda, just don't give your son's name milo. 

haha. be happy.

Before 2011 ends, I must admit that

*which is apparently mean, another hour.

I love this year,

because it's the year 

I found you.

Which means, 

I found myself too.

2011 recap.

It all started when i was on the plane back to Kuala Lumpur from London. HAHA. This year is a memorable one.
Form 4 life, wohooo senior year baby! haha.

Talent Night-Form 1 Orientation Week
Yeah it was really tiring yet superb to handle this thing. It was like the best experience ever. I mean to actually be the tutor for the freshies. YEAH, they did actually called me 'Kakak paling garang' and i'm good with it because i really wanted they to call me that. So, we actually missed one week for the P&P session because of it. It paid off, because the form 1 students are actually can be proud of. The dance performance for talent night. Hell yeah, Hip Hop dancing. haha. did some choreograph, esp for the last part which was the best part. haha. i loved it. and i really want to dance again. haha.

Peer Group Counsellors
I literally am honoured to be one. Yeah, it was really fun. We did tonnes of amazing stuff. Competition, oftenly lost and yeah i was devastated. about that video thingy, i just did. SOBS. hah. they are the ones who actually know who deserved it better. It was really nice to serve the school as the PGC. and i really loved every moments with them. Went to SMK Pulau Carey and Baru Lanjut. wow, to entertain and motivate people. and eventhough i missed the farewell party, but i know you guys still love me. haha.

High Up Topaz!
LOL. Actually, i started this year as a cheerleader, i mean how can i not be one with kak tasha as the captain right? haha, i attended the practise. i learnt the steps. and i was really looking forward to perform. yet, things happened and i got busier day by day that i have to let it go. oh man. and regretted it during the sportsday and yeah, i still am the biggest fan ever on that day! haha. it was superb. so, because of not cheering. i did some turkish dance along with edda at the tent. bhahaha. *gelek tu. it was fun, main pusingpusing sampai pening nak mampus to finish the dance. i loved it. to help out with the tent on the sportsday. i got 9/9 for the sukantara. haha. and yeah, to my beloved house, i menyumbang a lot to you with some achievements. heh.

Events!
MAC-receieved the award for PMR and yeah, it was niceee!
MMA-i performed a sajak infront of Tun Abdullah. wohoo, and he did nt asleep to that. hihi. along with flute played by Irwani and singer Adeeda. We made a great combination, i believe. heh.
MSK-hell, i was really tired and yeah. nice to have the privilege to be there. and help out. and almost fell with my 4 inches shoes, i looked tall and hot. haha.
KARNIVAL KOKO- again, it was tiring like really it was. i actually had 3 stalls to jaga, The prefects one, the Teraju Puteri one and also the The Petah Bicara one. it was really hectic and i was everywhere. i had to some rounding to cegah maksiat*LOL. haha. and i really did halau those SSASians who were still there at eleven p.m. and i think i was cool. without aliah, i really need to be incharge.hihi

Teraju Puteri Editorial Board
Ooohh. I was really looking forward to get a post in School Magazine Board. and i did as a treasurer. really, it is not easy as you thought it might be. super busy to get things done esp to the end of the year, i did some help for journalism and creative writing. but hell, never let me do the design, i completely suck in it. and even until now, it has not been finished yet. it will soon, i know. just , not yet. and i  have to find some moore fund for the mag. i hope that it will be great.

Malay Debate
Quarter twice was great. It was an amazing experience and yeah, things happened and i still am devastated. Sorry for not spending much time with you guys recently, i have another priority. I accepted the reality, i really did. and to my partner, edda, thanks mate, you're awesome. Rectify the legacy, legend is the aim.

4 TEKUN
The special class, only 28 people who took sastera iktisas are in here. and most of them are awesome, like ME. heh. the trip to rumah anak yatim was really damn fun and memorable. we showed something to the school by doing that, really we did. and yeah, i really am looking forward to again, be with the same people in the same class next year! ups and downs with my results. even did get 8as. haha.

Prefectorial Board
ahha. literally, it was really suprising for me, from disciplinary bureau to TOP 10 and TOP 5 and ended up being the Assistand Head Prefect of the school. haha. it is really an honour to serve the school and my Head Girl, Aliah. eventhough, i would rather kill my own self than die due to tireness. haha. it taught me a lot how to manage your time well. eventhough i haven't succeed yet. i gave my all, that's what i believe. Thank you so much to all Prefects of Amigas for giving their best cooperation since the moment i had been elected as the vice head of disciplinary bureau. I was the first person to give some sort of motivational speech to you guys. wahh, that's one thing that i have to remember always. and i'm aware that, great powers come with great responsibilities.

India
It was the moment of my life. It was the dream came true. i had this chance and memorable experience. eventhough yeah, two weeks there, i lost more than 3 kilos. haha. because curry all the way. but yeah, i loved it. to spend my time being there. to meet new people across the globe was really amaaaazinggg! i can't describe how awesome it was. along with the malaysian, nik, amirah, anis, vela, syaza, azim, nukman, farhard, bellyn, yu chia. they are awesome and made my days. and india did actually made me dance, traditional one. haha. it was just great. nothing more, it was. I loved every minute of it. I met people i was really looking forward to meet. I found you. ooohhhh.

Qatar
It was a VISIT. yeah and it was fun mostly because of the people i was with. they are awesome. and yeah, the truth or dare session until we did not sleep. wahh, i did some crazy stuffs there! :DD

Overall
I have done a lot. 2012 must be a year to prove myself once and for all. InsyaAllah. Pray for me. and yeah, totally i am going to miss 2011. There is just so many things. :D

p/s: sorry for having no pictures. :P

The One That Got Away

Give me some sunshine, give me some rain, give me another chance, I wanna grow up once again :')

Yoooooo. KAK MAAAAAAAAIIII. haha. Err, tak tahu nak start tulis apa -.-" Hihi. Haa, thank you la sebab rapat dengan saya, thank you la sebab baik dengan saya, thank you la banyak bazir kertas untuk saya. Haha. Banyak kot. 131 kalau tak silap. Thank you la sebab selalu share stories dengan saya. Thank you la sebab selalu dengar cerita cerita mengarut and problems saya. Thank you lah jugak sebab kak mai macam care pasal saya. Err, kot je lah. Thank you sebab kak mai banyak tolong saya, ajar maths lah itu lah ini lah. Oh haa, paling penting, tolong booked kan locker bagai. Haha. Haihhh, untung laa jadi kak mai, ada chance untuk kenal saya and jadi antara orang yg saya selalu cerita macam macam. Hahahaha. Okay, saya pun untung. Dapat kenal kak mai, baik dengan kak mai. Kaann? And sorry kalau saya pernah buat kak mai terasa ke apa, annoying sangat ke. Haha. Asyik cerita pasal waey je kan. Ehh dah macam wasiat apa dah. Tapi takpe lah. See. Wasiat saya jugak yg sampai dekat kak mai. Wasiat kak mai tak sampai dekat saya pun. Haha. Eeeeee banyak je benda nak bagitahu, tapi bila tulis macam awkward and geli lah pulak bila baca balik :/  Oh saya just nak cakap yg saya happy dapat kenal dengan kak mai and saya appreciate sangat sangat. Saya macam boleh cerita everything dekat kak mai. Macam macam kot saya bagitahu kak mai. Even this year kita macam tak rapat sangat macam last year kan. Honestly, saya pun sayang gila kak mai. Thank you for being sort of like a sister to me. Hm, dua tahun. Kira lama lah jugak kan. Tak boleh nak imagine next year kak mai dah takde dekat ssp. After ni susah dah nak jumpa. Next year memang lah akan ada MAC, ambil result bagai. Tapi year after tu saya pun dah habis sekolah and lagi lah susah nak jumpa. Whatever it is, saya happy dapat kenal dengan kak mai and thank you gila gila for the memories and everything. Just so you know, this is one of the best part in my entire life, tak tipu. 

And this is the only gambar yang kita ada sama sama. Itupun nasib baik saya ada effort nak ambil gambar dengan kak mai tau. Haha. Kalau tak, memang takde langsung. Okay, saya dah takde idea nak tulis apa. Thank you dekat Seri Amalina sebab tumpangkan blog. Hihihi. Eh kejaaaaaaaaapp, terlupa satu benda lagi. Before 2011 ends, I must admit that actually after jumpa kak mai dekat dorm time yg last day waktu saya dah nak balik tu, saya nangis. Hehe. Tak sengaja pun, automatic. Ternangis sendiri. Sebab macam baru realise yang next year dah takde kak mai, dah tak boleh jumpa kak mai macam before ni. Dahla this year kita macam tak rapat sangat pun. Nasib baik takde orang nampak. Annnddd, actually semalam time baca text kak mai yg 'Before 2011 ends, I must admit....' tu bukannya nak nagis pun, memang dah nangis. Haha. Malu nak admit je. LOL :D Lalalalala~ Tak sangkanya admit dekat sini. Hahahaha. Okay, dah dah. Malu. Bye, take care sebab saya dah nak balik es es peeeeeeeeeeeee. Hahaha

P/S : oh ha, next year mesti rindu kak mai :') Jangan lupa tau, time nak ambil result tu, pergi class saya dulu.

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You

bring out the best in me.

you really do,

thanks. :)

I want to believe that

What we have is worth fighting for,

and how i wish to believe that we're meant to be.

Should i ? Really believe you,

ok. fine. another jiwang post. 

i know you're going to say it.

p/s: Do make me believe before i change my mind.

To be remembered

before 2012.

and always,

and yeah, 

JUDD

When your name is the only thing they know

People talk behind your back. Well, that makes them feel happy to judge you. But all you do is mourn over stupid things that they've said and feeling upset about it. Eventhough it's not true.

Is that fair? 

To yourself.

Be fair to yourself. Do things that can make you feel happy. Don't give a damn to those stupid accusation. Because you are stronger than you can ever think you are. Have faith, readers :)

Trust me, they are jealous for who you are. 

Because they know you are better than them.

Dream Over

How i wish it can be like this,

Only six of the family members.

Not more not less. 

To sit together, chat about each other, chill and laugh.

To enjoy the moment of being together.

Because i realise it's harder to do it in the future.

When everybody has grown up.

And lead their own lives.

Aww, how i miss the old times :'(

p/s: i don't wanna grow up, i wanna stay this little. :'( 

      But always, i believe in His fate. And i am grateful of His destiny.

It's a love story

And how i wish i could just yes.

Life must be easy if your love stosy goes like this,

Childhood story

turned into real love.

The truth actually hurts,

To always lose

and you wish to say this to your heart when you failed.

 keep convincing yourself ,

and you concluded, that,

The fear

of being cheated and left.

that's why i said those things.


p/s: sorry, i shouldn't doubt your sincerity.

You read my blog

I just know you do.

Why so hard to admit?

*longpause.

*sigh.

Whateverlah you. 

Just stop taking it seriously.

It hurts you. i know.

A game to play

Been asked by kak fatin, ok she insists me to call her kak zt. Here it goes ,

Eleven things about me

1.I am Seri Amalina binti Mohd Khair.

2.Was born on 22nd of March back in 1995 (Only legends were born on this date)

3.I am a student in Sekolah Seri Puteri, and i am proud.

4.Phobia of Bananas and Snakes.

5.Having a Low Blood Pressure.

6.Looking forward to take Economy in University of Essex.

7.I realised how hard to write 11 things about myself.

8.Compliment that i like the most is elegant. HIHI.

9.Ok, I'm a malay debater.

10.I am SINGLE now, hihi. and not yet available. haha. *tade motif*

11.On the second thought, pink suits me well. haha.

Now i have to answer eleven questions by her.

1.apa perkara paling jahat pernah korang buat waktu zaman sekolah?

-Heh. Escape from the school cocuriculum activities. 

2.siapa nama kawan terbaik yang pernah korang ada? (sorang je! )

-Since there's only a space for one person. Then, i go for Muhammad Hafizuddin bin Roslan. 

3.siapa orang yang paling korang sayang sekarang?

-My mom. Maizon Jaffar

4.apa tema perkahwinan korang nanti?

-Tak pernah terfikir pun. Ok, hmm. Elegant in Pink. Haha. *Random

5.buku paling marvelous pernah korang baca? sebab?

-Form 4 History. Because they can write history thaaat long and make people bored-easily. HIHI.

6.filem paling memberi impak dalam diri korang? sebab?

-hmm. Breaking Dawn:Part 2, sebab after that, terus rasa nak kahwin waktu umur 18. HIHI.

7.siapa girl and boy yang paling baik dengan korang sekarang?

-Tough one, hah. Girl-Aliah Syahmina. Boy-No one is nice. Maybe azim, just maybe because he's not that nice. Heh.

8.berapa nilai wang yang korang rasakan cukup untuk tampung korang sampai mati nanti?

-My husband punya gaji for the rest of his life. Heh.

9apa kejayaan terbesar korang yang pernah dicapai sepanjang korang hidup ni?

-hmm. there's just so many things. But, i would go for being the Assistant Head Girl of the school. Never expected that one. 

10.apa impian terbesar korang dalam hidup?

-To give birth to a pair of twins. HIHI.

11.korang kenal aku kan? aku ni macam mana ea? :p

 -One tough girl

Ok,so i don't have eleven questions and also eleven people to answer it. So, i leave it like this. Can ah?

Hello This Is

Seri Amalina speaking.

I am your captain.

Thank you for choosing this airline.

*Crap*

This is Seri,

And you don't play a game with me,

In any ways, you better don't.

because,

and I am the girl who can PLAY it, wayy better.

p/s: the moment when you thought, someone is sicere but on the second thought he just not. You'll get what you desire. Nothing personal.

All You Need Is Love

Man, i love you so much.

Happy 26th Birthday, love. :DD 

He is Harold Mark Christopher Judd.

a.k.a my HARIS :DD

Ego

Have heard of the word?

Basically ego means self-esteem, self-image or self-IMPORTANCE.

Everybody has their own ego, as for me my ego level is very high.
Which apparently make everybody likes to think that i'm one true PROUD person a.k.a KEREK.
Yes, I admit that.

And yes, to have ego is actually a good thing because you know you have your own PRIDE, your own VALUE. BUT, there's a BUT, to have excessive amount of Ego, only makes you a litle to overboard. Why, because you will lost your loved ones, you will have a complication among your friends. as you ego asked you to always keep your pride up high without realising that everybody is wanting to walk away from your life. Ego makes you hardly say sorry and thank you. And people around you thinks that you don't give a damn and not appreciating things infront of you.

What I'm trying to tell here is that, it's ok to lower down you ego. People might think that you're out of your mind and trying to be sarcastic in so many ways. Just be sincere. Do what's right at the right time. And it's never too late.

I've lowered down my ego, to have a better life. In this final chapter, I want to be a better and respected person by actually lower down my ego. I want to be happy for others' happiness, i believe so. Someone makes me think this way and i can't thank him enough. It's good to meet you and knowing that i can be a better person that i ever think i could.

Thank You Allah, for bringing this person to my life. :D

My Name Is Seri

people calls me seri.

only my family and my husband can call me amalina.

Shopping time

in Bandung, tomorrow :DD

ceh, macam reti sangat nak shopping.

Luckily with the whole family. :D

The One

Hah, maybe this post is going to be jiwang. just, maybe.

Always afraid of someone who is infront of you and waiting for the perfect moment to confess. You're afraid of  being hurt. You're afraid of hurting and breaking someone's heart. You're afraid of your past, your own shadow. Love is an evil feeling. You are afraid of the consequences. You're afraid of failing. You don't trust your own self.

You don't want to seek for the next one, you want to find the one whose gonna be there forever. Then, you're not sure if he's the right person. Keep calm. Follow you heart. Well, it's not easy to actually have a dilemma, you don't know if you want to stay for things are not guaranteed or continue to search for the one. Have faith, in Him. Because He knows better. Follow His flow.

I can't say that i don't believe in this type of love story, when you're in highschool, it still can be considered as puppy love. Yet, even my parents met in high school. and it's been 20 years since their wedding day. It can lasts, even forever. Just for you, to have the guts to believe in Him. If you think that He/She is the best for you and you're sure about it, keep on praying to Him. You're not too young, believe.

Remember to always find for a true love, not a puppy love. And it is always ok, to make mistakes and to always learn from it. As for me, i believe in His fate. If only He wills, then i have no doubt to go for it.

p/s:May it lasts. and credits to aliah.

Song of the post.

From my little j,

Oh I Admire

Their brotherhood.
New obsession, MERLIN. awesome series though.

What we call true friends, Watch Merlin Season 4!

Forgiveness

Sometimes, it is not that hard to seek for it but there's one feeling that stop you from doing it : EGO.

We are not perfect, i am aware of it yet to give forgiveness is what makes you a better person.

it's ok. 

Robert Muller said,

“To forgive is the highest, most beautiful form of love. In return, you will receive untold peace and happiness.”

curse me, i forgive you. infact, i am sorry. for making you do so.

in return, to think.

                here.

Humour has it

Just something that crossed my mind recently.

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Not important for you. I'm not really sure you can cope with my kind of humour.

Down to memory lane :'D

We met and befriended with each other since we were only seven years old. we talked about silly things and we had fun knowing each other. oftenly argue about funny stuffs. we lived our lives like it's gonna last forever. somehow, people called us tiga serangkai. because, we always sticked together and jalan pimpin tangan bagai. hah, we're awesome. and shall i say, the popular gang in school. one thing, we do have different personalities and that what makes us complete :D

aww, i miss the old times :')

photo taken when we're ten years old. haha. huduhnyalah tudung. that was the moment when we're only kids and didn't have to give a damn about the world. just enjoy every single moment we had :D

and now, it has been years. and we're big enough, tall enough, smart enough and completely matured enough to value this meaningful friendship.

i hope that this friendship lasts forever, may Allah wills. :D because i do love both of them so much eventhough, we're not as close as we used to yet we are still there for each other. may one day we tell our children that they are the ones who never got away. :') and always there.

and now, i present you,

AIDA FADZLINA and UMMU NADIAH.

bestfriends for ten years and forever.

p/s: insyaAllah :D

One Word To Describe Myself

last night, i asked them to describe myself, in one word :P

aida: complicated (well, i am)

mirasham: unpredictable (sometimes)

jeje: popular (aww, really?)

dian: gay (means happy, so yeah)

faraa: awesome (aww, i know. haha)

miramadmun: pretty (err, maybe)

kakfatin: fascinating (aww, thank you :D)

azura: in love (i don't think so)

hakeem: gedik (mana ada!)

ikhwan: smart (flattered, haha)

ema: sister (aww, <3)

yana: selekeh (seriously yana?)

adani: enthusiastic (yes, i am)

teera: elegant (i like this one!)

afi: joyah (bet, he's confused)

eton:charismatic (oh, thanks )

namira: scary (hah, i can do some crazy stuffs)

farizzuan: kerek (no doubt on this )

poonam: AWESOME (again, i know)

hannah: strict (yes, you know me)

syakie: garang (as expected)

oyyea: berkaliber (hih, sometimes)

dzharif: pandai berkata-kata (that's not a word :P)

hakeemah: brilliant (haha.)

asiah: perfect (no, i'm not. not even near)

yazid: ultra (woman, yeah!)

wanaiman: evil (oh, yes. i am)

ayie: comel (haha, not really :P)

kakashu: attentive (heh, maybe)

intan: busywoman (yes, i am)

afiq: kaya (with ideas, yes)

farhard: choyy (-.-'')

gage: garang (i know)

so, now i do have more than a word, to describe myself :D

well then, for me, a word to describe myself is, simple :D

another philosophy told

really? really? well, let see if i do believe in that or not. -.-''

Hope

so, basically, according to mr.wikipedia,Hope is the emotional state which promotes the belief in a positive outcome related to events and circumstances in one's life .

so, everybody got something they're hoping for. and if i ask any random people they would like to say, that they are hoping for LOVE, i mean a true love.

no worries, i'm not going to talk about the jiwang part right now. but, before this, i've quoted this.

giving HOPE is pointless

without giving a CHANCE

and again, i've been cursed by my own words over and over again. i realised one thing right now. people always get the wrong message of my words and it happens to them that i was giving them hope, no i wasn't. there.

in the end, what i can conclude here is that, don't give a high hope on certain things. and don't give too much hope.

p/s: and there, this is a reply for you and sorry.