Is it strange that
We are usually 
Inspired to write
When it's all 
Gloomy and sad?

Miss

When will I recover?

Wait. 

Will I ever recover?

:/

That kind of night

When you can't fake it anymore.

All the smiles you put in your face
Simply dissapear.
And they don't wanna come back.
Even if your force them.

Sudden sadness fills your empty heart.
And loneliness creeps to your room.

And for a moment you're just there
Being all numb.

You know you can't let it control you.
But you can't control it too.

You wanna cry but you can't.
You wanna share it but you can't.

Then you can only let it be.
Because nothing can change the way you really feel.

But it's just another night.
Tomorrow, when you wake up.
It'll all be fine.
Even if they won't.
You're gonna make it fine.

I've been all glee and cheerful lately.
I need this kind of night.

The world is not

For you to own.

It's for you to share. 

My dark side

If you know my dark side.

Will you still accept me?

Like you do now.

I'm trying to make my flaws apparent.

For you to fix

or to accept.

The sky is blue

If you wanna be nice.

Be nice to yourself first.

Stop pressuring yourself.

You did make mistakes.

Learn from it.

Or let it be.

Don't regret.

Forgive yourself.

Beauty and the beast

Better don't try to impress.

Be yourself instead.

Or else you'll end up 

Pretending.

For God knows how long.

My shoes.

But it doesn't fit though.

As I grow older.

I find it so annoying 

for someone to say

"Don't judge me".

As if, you've never judge someone.

I'm sure you're not an angel though.

Nowhere near too.

Let them judge you.

So you can reflect for it too.

So that you can ask yourself,

Am I showing the right image to them?

And more importantly,

Are you good enough

not to be judged?

We're all trying to be nice

and improve ourselves.

But thinking that no one can judge you

won't take you anywhere. 

So, yeah.

Loner

Of course you're afraid.
You've been a loner
for too long.
You've endured it alone
for too long.

It's even inappropriate
to ask you to try.

But I've experienced the same
thing too.

I wonder where did I find 
the courage not to be
afraid like you.

Oh hey.

Happy thoughts?

"Why do you fake your happiness?"
They asked.

"Is it because you're afraid that someone might think you're lonely?"

"Or is it because you wanna hide the pain inside of you?"


Even I don't know the answer.

One thing I know.

Fake it till you make it.

Moving on

The scariest part of moving on

is the thought that

You might never love again.