It will eventually gets harder

Once you've stopped trying.

Every single promise I keep.
Cause what kind of person
would I be.
If I was to leave
when you need me most.

What are words if you don't really

mean them when you say them.

What are words if they're only

for good times then they don't.

 

Fragile

I want my old ego back.

I need it back.

I need my shield back.

Stop being

so fragile

Seri.

Hey Cinderella

If the shoe really fits,

Defines it all.

Strangers

I wonder why some people

whom I barely recognise

just love to mess up with me.

When, I don't even know them.

My life is not as perfect 

as it might seems.

But if you still want to envy it.

Please do so.

xoxo

 

Super Seri

Get me out of this mess.

Comeback

dear self

:'(

Keep strong Seri.

Treasure 2.0

Despite all the madness
that I've put you through,
Despite all the madness
that you've put me through.

Despite everything
that I've put you through,
Despite everything
that you've put me through.

You're still a treasure

to me.

It will never change 

for me.

And I hope 

for you too.

That's why I've never given up 

on you.

HB

You will realise that you're a grown up when

Your mom talks about 'jodoh' with you.

       I'm not sure if I should freak out or stay calm or what. But one thing for sure, this is not the usual. Well, for a girl with a vision of a future like me, it's a lie if I say I never thought about it. What kind of guy I wanna marry, when am I planning to get married, how many children I wanna have (ok, this one is way too far. Seriously, I haven't thought about this one) , and the list goes on. It's true indeed, regardless at what age you wanna get married, it is never too early to pray for the best.

        Recently, my mom asked me to start looking right after I start my degree. Cause it's not easy to find good guys nowadays. Maybe it's true, but I strongly believe that, good guys are still in existence. But, in a way for you to have them (have? Is it the most appropriate word to be used? Ok, whatever. At least, you get my point) , you need to be a good girl as well. Cause good guys are only meant for good girls and vice versa.

         So, let's talk about my dream guy. Lol. Kidding. To be honest, I don't really have a list of 'ciri-ciri lelaki idaman' , BUT if I'm given a chance to choose, I really adore tall guys(170-175cm are good enough, 176cm and above are better) lol. No, really. Maybe because I'm short(150cm) and in a way to find the balance, a tall guy is the answer? Only Allah knows. And, I like 'manja' guys. Haha. Kinda funny to think of it, but really yes. I like 'manja' guys. For what reason, I'm not sure. Well, ok. Maybe because I'm not 'manja'. Yep, maybe that's why.

        Ok, enough of that. But I'm lying if I say I don't wanna have a Soleh husband in the future. I do. But, I put my faith fully in His destiny. I shall believe that whoever I'll get is the best one for me. And in a mean time, I'm still gonna strive my fullest not to just be a good person but also a good muslimah. So that, I can find a peace of mind in the partner Allah has granted for me.

        Why do I write such a long rant on this? Haha. (JUST because, it's 2a.m and I feel like writing) . This is just a random post ok? Don't get me wrong or anything. I'm just sharing. And I would like to remind anyone who happens to read this post or my blog generally, don't fall for me if you have yet to know me. And even if you already know me, it's better for you not to. Seriously.

Thank you

for reading my blog.

And keeping up with it.

Let's not just hope

for the best

but to pray for it

Shall we?

Ok,

this is

SERIAMALINA

Because I miss

to be so close to You.

Don't let me

go astray.

Ar-Rum(30:21)

For you to find tranquility 

in them.

Remember?

So, if you don't find any

I strongly believe

you should step back.

And that's what

I'm doing.

Which is it, of the favours of your Lord, that you deny ?

(Ar-Rahman)

There's still a long way to go for me.

But I'm moving

and improving.

With His wills.

Hope you too 

:)

Pray for me

And may peace

will always be upon you.

They say that,
if you miss anyone
make some du'a for them.

That's what I'm doing

and will always do.

To my dearest Amigas,

I might don't have the time

to do the catch up.

But I will always remember 

you girls

in my prayers.

InsyaAllah.

Because,

I miss my sisters

:')

Burn!

There's always a thin line in 

every single thing.

Don't you agree?

Oh dear

Despite everything
that I've gone through,
despite the fierceness,
despite my cold response,

I am still

a typical girl

who loves surprises

and the common things 

lol

So, if anyone is interested

to tell me those words,

please come forward.

Aha, jkjk

Let it go

At the end of the day,

I still need to make 

up my mind.

That's why.

I better stand 

on the ground.

And not to

look up at 

the star(s).