Wednesday 27 September 2017

Confusion

Maybe confusion
is not at all 
a negative thing.

Cause only by
being confused
you get to ask
the right question.


Like,
why did you?

Monday 25 September 2017

Wind, a cold one?

Just like the wind
that you're meant to be,
you passed me by.

And maybe cause
you're the wind,
even now,
I can still feel you.


Inspired by: A Walk To Remember



Inspiration

Some people get inspiration
by reading,
Some may get it
by observing,
And some may get it
by experience.

You can't force
your method of 
being inspired
to others.

Just like you 
can't force yourself
to be inspired.


And as for me,
maybe my inspiration
was you.



Thursday 7 September 2017

Ajikdo


Certain

Indeed,
we can never be certain.

But the thing about uncertainty
is that
it gives you hopes.

And most of the time,
they turned out to be false.

Whether it's positive or not,
You should at least make me certain.


Wednesday 6 September 2017

Hae Soo


It lives in you.
Your passion
It won't die,
It won't be hated,
But it would be gone.

It would be remembered
It would be missed.

Sometimes

Sometimes you tell people
your story
your problems
not because you want them
to solve it.

But you just want 
someone to share it with.
You want to be heard.

You do know 
what you should do.

And when people keeps on
giving you their way to solve
your problems.

You somehow got persuaded by it
And suffer the consequences 
on your own.


You don't want solutions
Just a shoulder to cry on.

And the annoying part about
listening to others
is that when it goes wrong
you got them to blame.

While, I'd rather be responsible
and blame myself
for my decision.
So that I won't allow myself
to regret.

And even until now,
I question myself
what would happen
if I didn't follow
that advice?
And follow my heart instead.

Tuesday 5 September 2017

Untitled

I don't dream.
You know that.
I don't like getting disappointed
that I don't have expectation.
That I stopped dreaming.


Then I met you,
who reminds me so much
of my old ambitious self.
It was refreshing.

And to fill the gap you left,
I started dreaming again.
I got ambitious again.

Is it a blessing?
Is it a mistake?
I don't know.

What I know is,
it's scary.
The thought that 
I probably can't stop.


Monday 4 September 2017

Alone

You thought growing up
means that you should stop
relying on anyone
and deal with your problems
and insecurities
alone.

You're taught that way.

Indeed, if you manage
to deal with them alone,
you're amazing,
you're strong.

You can embrace the feeling
of success when you do.
But there is no one
for you to tell.
No one for you to share.

The thing about fighting alone
is that
it's lonely.


If you have the choice,
don't choose the lonely path.

And I sincerely hope that
you'll never be lonely.

Sincerely,
Seri