Who was the first man on the moon?

"NEIL ARMSTRONG.

correct. now, who was the second person?

don't waste your time. it is not important.

No one will ever care to the man who ever come second"

including if you're born to be the second child.i always feel it, and it is true.No matter how good you are in everything. trust me, you are nothing. no matter how hard you've tried to convince them that, it is hard to succeed in everything you do. but still you make it look pretty easy. so, blame yourselves. come on, you always take all the blames, didn't you? i'm not trying to rebel or whatever the word is. but sometimes, i do want some attentions. if i cried, they will say that i'm not strong enough, but i HAVE to be. see, i'm NOT strong so tell and teach me how to be bcs obviously i'm NOT. i wonder why people always aim the best for me and if i failed, i'm nothing. at least i've tried. and i'm telling you, IT WAS NOT EASY!

advise to myself: stop trying to have everything cs nobody cares.

What CAN i do from across the atlantic?

HERE COMES THE STORM

speechless by everything that just happened few days back.
Not blaming, but please realise what have you done.


I play your game, we're not the same.
I can't lie, i'm tired that you're treating us so cold.
Now, I'm done.

Nowhere Left To Run

Having some problems with everything.

Bullshit. Hate it, is it really my fault, if i was just doing my job?Dude, i don't know if i'm the one who is changing. Do accept the fact that people changes, and i am one of them. it's not that i turned out to be suck.But you make me feel like i did, while i didn't.what have i ever done to you? stealing 'YOUR' so-called spotlight? what the?! i want this year to be the best. i want to give my everything in everything. i'm just a normal dude who wants to live her life like others. Accept that fact and admit that i've been wasting three years of my life for it but haven't been paid off. So, give me some space with things that i love to do. i know how to manage my own time. You just have to face it. i'm old enough to decide what my life is going to be.

I thought that we're a family, but obviously you guys never did care about me. Sometimes, well most of the times, i feel like i'm not a part of it. and there's someone else who understands me more than you guys.

and somehow, with now there's no more you SM, i feel like my life is not complete anymore, come on! not because of that junior.

qoutable quote

appreciate it, while you have it.

family

friends

and most of all, you always have Him.

Cause baby, you're firework.

congratulations to amigasian and all the form 1 students for literally, a night to remember.
you guys did an amazing task. esp, to the oraganisers, Aliah,MC,Sarah,Anis l, and Diyana h.
you guys are awesome, after all those stupid things you've been through, you guys are still the best. so, cheers mates! have a break. to all the form 1 students, i am proud of you guys, you are really talented in so many ways. i am proud myself to be the one who taught you about being sspian. so, cheers too! last but never the least, all the Peer Group Counsellors, hey mates we did our best, let them choose their own path. let's hope they're lucky in making decisions.


PRS
edda
oyyea
aliah
afiqah
farah n
amirah
feeza
elyza
trisyia
aini
aida
biela
amal
azra
nik
raja
jaja
attylia
syakie


we did great!

ya, tahniah kepada saya~

last year, i submitted my aplicant to be one of the prefect monitor candidate.
it turned out to be quite fun with all my groupmates. they are the best. literally.


yesterday, do remember the date 12th of Jan, aliah's birthday, we had our first and last elimination. it was kind of irritates me somehow because i felt really nervous about it. hah. i really want to be a prefect. chill, not the 'skema' one ok. i just want to be myself.

so, here's the thing, fortunately i had not been eliminated, so, i'm still on the run. my new group, it'll be fine i hope. let's hope. but the most 'fortunate' thing was we have to be in the bureau that we have been put into. so, yes i got DISCIPLINARY BUREAU, what?! seriously, i did not apply for that. i applied for Secretariat and protocol. oh, why? it kills me, dude! so, i just hope that the other sspian wouldn't hate me bcs of me being in that bureau.

i hate myself for being so strict, but dude, i made loads of disciplinary cases. i don't belong there. and mates, i do love to make jokes with all my mates. if you knw me well, you will notice that.

ah, this 2011 strts with a very hectic and suprising way. idk.

Talent Night Form 1

after all the hardwork from all the AMIGAS members,

i just want the BEST




to the VICTORY!

Ready, Set , GO!

16.
another year in SSP. fuhh.
senior year. form 4 life is gonna be wicked and hectic.
i love to organise things. yes. somehow it makes me happy.
born to be that kind of person, i wanna do everything i love and i wanna have everything i want.
hm. let's hope. hah. as expected add math is critically hard, and i just hope that i can give 100 % attention in class during this kind of subject.
set A english, oh pressure.