That's how I miss you

The pain 

I feel it in my chest.

It's moving to my hands.

And now they're numb.

It's moving to my feet.

I cannot move.

 

It's choking my throat.
No words can be uttered. 

It's running through my brain.

Nothing I can comprehend.

It's like I'm drowning.

In the ocean where nothing

is to be found.

It's like I'm trying to reach

something beyond

my human limit.

It's like I'm locked 

in a pitch black room,

alone.

And suddenly I feel

tears

running down through my cheeks.

This is 

also a poem.