That one time

That you just wanna 

distant yourself 

from everyone.

From the world.

As their loud voices

will never stop spreading rumors.

Spreading the untrue.

You wanna feel your heart talking

You wanna follow your instinct.

You just wanna give your mind some peace.

That one fine time. 

There's a devil inside of you.

There's a devil inside of me too.

And just because it lives inside of me.

That doesn't mean I am

a devil. 

That's the same thing

That you should hold on too

I won't ask you to stay strong. But I will ask you to hang in there.

Have you ever felt scared?

Scared of yourself

Your unexpected temper

Your selfish self

Scared of your past

The thought that it might

Haunt you again and again

Scared of your future

As you don't know

What to do about it

"What should you do about it?"

The question that you keep asking yourself

When the actual question that you need to answer is,

"What can you do about it?"

You wanna run away right?

Far away.

Cause no matter how hard you've tried.

You know there's a loser in you.

But a loser does not give up.

That's why you're a loser.

The one who simply did not win.

If you have given up,

You're not a loser.

But a dead person.

Hang in there,

SERIAMALINA

2015

Twenty years old.
Who looks like 12.
And wanted to be 5.

Me.

Only God knows

How can I ever

trust anyone again?

Moga tabah ku hadapi 

tikaman dari belakang.

Lidah setajam pisau.

 

Can you wait to be a mom?

I can't.

I won't talk about the process.

Wtv.

But yeah I really can't wait to be a mom.

Why?

Because I can't wait to be someone's everything.

Surely for everyone.

Mom is everything for us.

I know sometimes, we'll have 

that kind of love-hate relationship.

But she will always be our everything.

Through ups and downs.

Through the good and bad times.

Even we already have a family.

Your mom will always be your everything.

Right?

That's why.

I can't wait.

To love and to be loved

as a mom.

And mom,

you will always be

my everything.

 

xx

SERIAMALINA

Ara

Hey you.

Yes you.

I know you read my blog.

And you're reading my blog.

No need to tell.

I won't call you stalker anyway.

Allow me

Introducing the best band
in the whole world,

McFly

*pfft, of course*

Why are you guys so amazing?

I wanna cry.

11 years together.

That's a long journey. 

Like whoa.

And surely you guys will

still going strong as a band

even at the age of 50.

Even when 3 of them 

are already married.

Tom and Gi

Harry and Izzy.

Danny and Georgia.

They are still cool.

And Dougie is with Ellie Goulding now

What?

*I'm lame*

Because McFly is not

only a band

with 4 musicians.

But they are best friends.

That's why they will stick together.

For ups and downs.

They accept each other,

They trust each other,

They learn from each other.

Well, that's what friends do.

To infinity and beyond,

McFly.

Because in our hearts,

are where you guys will stay 

forever.

xx

Seri 

and the other

Galaxy Defenders