Part

We can rely on each other

Without looking 

At each other right?

Fearless

I've lived my life 

Fearlessly enough.

Can you give me a chance

To enjoy myself 

In my comfort zone

this time around?

Comfort zone

I feel so comfortable
Faking my smile now.

You can either change it
To a real one or
Make me feel comfortable
Embracing my unhappiness.

Oh, or you can simply
Pass me by.

Be good

They always tell us

To be good to each other.

Be good to everyone.

But they forgot to tell us

To be good to ourselves too.

Ourselves too deserve

to receive an apology.

Deserve to be forgiven.

Deserve to be loved. 

Treasure yourself more. 

Love yourself more. 

Xx

Selfish

Of course 

you have to 

put yourself first.

Cause no one will. 

I'm fine. Thank you

I've done a good job.

And

I'm doing a good job.

Stop telling me otherwise.

Words

Words can make you wonder.
Words can make you feel the feelings you never feel.
Words can amaze you.

And your words break me into pieces.

My sorry will never be enough.

"You're so heartless"

The fact that I'm

expressionless,

doesn't mean

I'm heartless.

Right?

My expression

is my defence.

I don't like people

going inside of me

You'll make it through.

Find the strength in you peeps.

You'll never know how strong

and patient you are.

Keep going people.

Keep going Seri. 

The one that got away.

I mean

If you don't wanna

Be offended.

Don't give offensive remarks.

Go away. 

Is it strange that
We are usually 
Inspired to write
When it's all 
Gloomy and sad?

Miss

When will I recover?

Wait. 

Will I ever recover?

:/

That kind of night

When you can't fake it anymore.

All the smiles you put in your face
Simply dissapear.
And they don't wanna come back.
Even if your force them.

Sudden sadness fills your empty heart.
And loneliness creeps to your room.

And for a moment you're just there
Being all numb.

You know you can't let it control you.
But you can't control it too.

You wanna cry but you can't.
You wanna share it but you can't.

Then you can only let it be.
Because nothing can change the way you really feel.

But it's just another night.
Tomorrow, when you wake up.
It'll all be fine.
Even if they won't.
You're gonna make it fine.

I've been all glee and cheerful lately.
I need this kind of night.

The world is not

For you to own.

It's for you to share. 

My dark side

If you know my dark side.

Will you still accept me?

Like you do now.

I'm trying to make my flaws apparent.

For you to fix

or to accept.

The sky is blue

If you wanna be nice.

Be nice to yourself first.

Stop pressuring yourself.

You did make mistakes.

Learn from it.

Or let it be.

Don't regret.

Forgive yourself.

Beauty and the beast

Better don't try to impress.

Be yourself instead.

Or else you'll end up 

Pretending.

For God knows how long.

My shoes.

But it doesn't fit though.

As I grow older.

I find it so annoying 

for someone to say

"Don't judge me".

As if, you've never judge someone.

I'm sure you're not an angel though.

Nowhere near too.

Let them judge you.

So you can reflect for it too.

So that you can ask yourself,

Am I showing the right image to them?

And more importantly,

Are you good enough

not to be judged?

We're all trying to be nice

and improve ourselves.

But thinking that no one can judge you

won't take you anywhere. 

So, yeah.

Loner

Of course you're afraid.
You've been a loner
for too long.
You've endured it alone
for too long.

It's even inappropriate
to ask you to try.

But I've experienced the same
thing too.

I wonder where did I find 
the courage not to be
afraid like you.

Oh hey.

Happy thoughts?

"Why do you fake your happiness?"
They asked.

"Is it because you're afraid that someone might think you're lonely?"

"Or is it because you wanna hide the pain inside of you?"


Even I don't know the answer.

One thing I know.

Fake it till you make it.

Moving on

The scariest part of moving on

is the thought that

You might never love again.

Mirror

Cause I know myself
Better than anyone else.

I don't want to keep holding on
To something I can't get.

I'd rather take a tougher path.

At least I can move on and get somewhere.

Beautiful

So,

How beautiful I am 

to you now?

It's what inside.

Isn't it? 

Grown up

I'm having a hard time too.

Why can't you see it?

Are you so oblivious

Or am I just good at pretending?

Do I have to say it out loud?

Why can't you freaking see it?

I don't know what I wanna do.

I don't like what I'm doing.

I don't even know myself anymore.

I'm so tired

of this.

Growing up sucks.

I never met you 

But hey,

If you're gonna love.

Then you have to have

patience.

A lot of it. 

Ready? 

Ryu

Having a dream
doesn't mean you
have to have

a dream job. 

It simply means

to have a dream.

Look at it from a

wider perspective.

Your dream can be like

"i want to be happy"

"i wanna make my parents proud"

or

"i want to help someone".

So that with whatever 

job you choose.

You can achieve your dreams.

 

This guy taught me this.

And I think it's

worth to share.

I do admit that
I've changed
Over these
past few years.

The weird thing is that.
I've become more cheerful
And more introvert at the same time.

I mean, how is that even possible?

I guess I'm growing up after all.

Worth

Ok. 

You can feel 

whatever you want.

But you're wrong

about it. 

You might not be perfect

But you're worth it.

Mistake

ok maybe like

not next.

You've always been.

You'll always be.

So, I guess

I'm screwed?

Mind reader

Well, maybe
Just maybe
I am a mind reader.
I'm good at
Reading your mind.

But I can never read

your heart.

So, tell me

what you really feel.

Like you,

I cannot read it.

Say no more

So, you have flaws?
So, what?

Having flaws

Doesn't make you 

any less flawless.

Old enough

We're a human.
So, we need to accept it.
Accept that we can never
be perfect.

Embrace your flaws

Embrace your failures

Embrace your imperfections

As much as you embrace your success.

Those are the things 

that makes us all

A human .

Screwed

Most of the time,
We screwed up.

But that's what it takes to be
A teenager.

Don't stop making mistakes.