It sure is easy to say.

"You can't keep living in the past. Move on, will you?"

But what can I do?

The present doesn't keep me alive.

But those memories do.

And I want to be nothing,

but alive

at this very moment.

So, just let me dwell in it.

Let me just do

whatever I want this time.

You've said enough.

You've concerned enough.

 And they are only

The introvert me

It was Spring

I left.

Because I didn't 

want to wait.

The irony is,

the only thing

I can do

after leaving

is waiting.

Weariness

Don't worry

about me.

I already worry

about myself so much.

Your concern

is a burden to me.

A burden which tells me that 

I should be ok.

Confusion

Maybe confusion

is not at all 

a negative thing.

Cause only by

being confused

you get to ask

the right question.

Like,

why did you?

Wind, a cold one?

Just like the wind

that you're meant to be,

you passed me by.

And maybe cause

you're the wind,

even now,

I can still feel you.

Inspired by: A Walk To Remember

Inspiration

Some people get inspiration

by reading,

Some may get it

by observing,

And some may get it

by experience.

You can't force

your method of 

being inspired

to others.

Just like you 

can't force yourself

to be inspired.

And as for me,

maybe my inspiration

was you.

Ajikdo

Certain

Indeed,

we can never be certain.

But the thing about uncertainty

is that

it gives you hopes.

And most of the time,

they turned out to be false.

Whether it's positive or not,

You should at least make me certain.

Hae Soo

It lives in you.

Your passion

It won't die,

It won't be hated,

But it would be gone.

It would be remembered

It would be missed.

Sometimes

Sometimes you tell people

your story

your problems

not because you want them

to solve it.

But you just want 

someone to share it with.

You want to be heard.

You do know 

what you should do.

And when people keeps on

giving you their way to solve

your problems.

You somehow got persuaded by it

And suffer the consequences 

on your own.

You don't want solutions

Just a shoulder to cry on.

And the annoying part about

listening to others

is that when it goes wrong

you got them to blame.

While, I'd rather be responsible

and blame myself

for my decision.

So that I won't allow myself

to regret.

And even until now,

I question myself

what would happen

if I didn't follow

that advice?

And follow my heart instead.

Untitled

I don't dream.

You know that.

I don't like getting disappointed

that I don't have expectation.

That I stopped dreaming.

Then I met you,

who reminds me so much

of my old ambitious self.

It was refreshing.

And to fill the gap you left,

I started dreaming again.

I got ambitious again.

Is it a blessing?

Is it a mistake?

I don't know.

What I know is,

it's scary.

The thought that 

I probably can't stop.

Alone

You thought growing up
means that you should stop
relying on anyone
and deal with your problems
and insecurities
alone.

You're taught that way.

Indeed, if you manage
to deal with them alone,
you're amazing,
you're strong.

You can embrace the feeling
of success when you do.
But there is no one
for you to tell.
No one for you to share.

The thing about fighting alone
is that
it's lonely.


If you have the choice,
don't choose the lonely path.

And I sincerely hope that
you'll never be lonely.

Sincerely,

Seri

Red Rose

And just like a red rose,

It was too beautiful

For us to ignore.

But it was also 

Too beautiful

To last.

Ice cold

I thought

I like the person

I have become

But you make

me miss

my old

cold self.

Space

Isn't space supposed to

be wide and vast? 

But why is it that in your space,

I don't even have a place?

The glass wall

I can see through you

Your thoughts, your concerns, your insecurities.

I can see how much you're struggling,

pretending to be ok.

Pretending like everything is ok.

They called it being mature.

I can see through you

Cause I used to be just like that.

And just like that,

I didn't let anyone come near.

And in times, I believe that

just like me, you'll let your guard down

and break the walls yourself.