We'll come clean

No, nothing is
as bad as it seems.

 

Now, tell me.

Are you gonna give a damn 

about them?

Switched At Birth

"At one point in my life.

I did bad things.

I got out of control 

And you asked me 

What's wrong with you?

How can I fix you?

But did you really ask me"

Don't say it like you mean it.

Just say it,

if you mean it.

Don't lose who you are

In the blur of the stars.

You feel great right now.

Being in front of everybody.

Leading the run.

On the top of your life.

You love yourself at this very moment.

And you think that you're the best.

Probably.

But you're not always the boss.

You can't always expect people to follow your orders.

You need to talk to them

Tell them what is wrong

And tell them how to fix it.

 You have never changed 

when you're climbing

the mount of success.

So, why bother to change now?

Look back and

think,

SERIAMALINA

Second

It doesn't suck to come second.

But it sucks to be treated like you're the second.

 

I've tried to bring my positive energy.

I failed.

I only managed to find myself

full of anger and frustrations.

This is me.

My old self is back.

And she's holding her grudges.

 

 

 

There's nothing wrong with who I am

I am fierce

but

I am not fearless

I am just 

a normal girl

who cries when she's sad

and smiles when she's happy.

I might seem like the strong girl

who doesn't have any fear.

I have all the rights to be fearless

but I don't choose to be.

Because by having so many fears,

I will be more careful 

in everything I do.

Especially when I deal with hearts.

Write to

inspire,

SERIAMALINA

22nd of March

I have to admit that having
your birthday after
your result day
did not feel great.

People tend to forget 

your special day.

But All praises to Allah,

He kept me alive for more than 18 years.

and there were still those

who remembered my birthday.

:D

Another thing that I have to admit is that,

celebrating a birthday is a big deal for me.

I want people to wish me on the 22nd 

not the 21st or 23rd.

I wanna have a cake and candles.

Birthday cards.

 Presents.

Or even pranks.

In my dictionary, remembering and wishing

birthdays do mean that

you're appreciating

her/ his present in 

your life.

Oh wait, maybe that is just

too much to ask.

So, I wanna thank everyone who wished me and

all of the above.

For at least making an effort.

 

 

21st of March

*This is not gonna be a short post*

                 As all you guys know. The date above is the day when I received my SPM result. Well, I have to say, I'm more than grateful to have the slip. It doesn't feel great, but alhamdulillah, that's what I deserve. And here is my full result.

instagram

Well, 5a+ 2a and 2b+.

                  Some of us did cry because we didn't get what we want, indeed. That's why never did I aimed to get 9a+ or anything. I know myself very well. So, I aimed for 9as. But actually, this one is better. And I did expect myself to have 7as in my hands because of accounts and economics, but actually it was addmaths not accounts. Lol.

                  As some of you might not know, the only paper that made me cry during SPM was accounts. Right after the first paper, I cried and told my best friend that I'm gonna get a B for accounts. But Alhamdulillah, it turned out that I got an A. 

                 Don't get me wrong. I did cry on the day that we got the result. Once I received the text, I was so cool and I hugged my parents. And I smiled like I still own the world. But inside, you'll never know what I exactly felt that moment. And then, I cried when I hugged my teachers. It was teacher Ain at the moment and seeing Teacher Syah also cried when she saw me crying, obviously I cried even more but still with a smile.

                I cried not because of I, myself wanted that 9as so bad. But , because I know somehow I let my parents and teachers down. You'll never know how sorry I am. I know they were all very dissapointed with me, and yet they were the ones who told me that, it was ok, I did great etc etc. I was so touched. 

                 Ok, so stop talking about me. So, SSP was announced to be the first in SBP, KPM Schools and second in Malaysia. What? Second in Malaysia? Now you tell me. How can I not be proud of my sisters. They did and amazing job conquering all the curricular activities and also academics. 

              Ironically when I got 8as in PMR, we were ranked 20th in SBP, but when I got 7as in SPM, we were on top of all the other schools. Lol, but anyways this is a bless from Allah to all of us. To our teachers and parents, for their endless support, knowledge and most importantly prayers. 

Some said we can do it by our own.

But we'll never be as good 

without them all.

                 And personally, I would like to thank my parents for the endless support and prayers. They did make a great choice for sending me to Sekolah Seri Puteri. To my teachers, for always having faith in me, even though they knew that academics is not my strength. My Amigas for sticking together even though despite our ups and downs. My friends for always been a good shoulders to cry on and at the same time the reason why I smile. And fellow SSPians for always supporting.

                I'm ok for myself but I do feel great for Amigas.

Finally,

THIS IS

A REVENGE OF THE FALLEN.

All praises to

Allah.

:')