SHUT YOUR MOUTH

stop trying to tell McFly to be like they used to be. They're awesome like this. If, you don't like their new music, consider yourself of not being a McFly fan. So, SHUT THE FUCK UP!

BECAUSE, I AM A LOYAL FAN, I ACCEPT THEIR DECISION IN BEING NEW AND FRESH.

SO PEACE OUT SUCKER!

Hey, LOVE!

i swear, this is true.

I LOVE YOU.

<3

shout for a BOOM!

NOVEMBER,


i can't wait to see you. i've been longing to see you once again, LONDON.

Hey, i love them

ALISHA, you're my super colour ms.sunshine! I LOVE YOU. it's been superbly awesome to spend most of my times with you. haha. I wonder why people called us KEMBAR? we're not alike. knkn?but there, you are SUPERB eventhough you like Selena while she's on my no list
and you love the maine, while i love McFly. and you love THE US, while i love THE UK.

so, we're not the same and we had lots of fight. But trust me mate, you're the best.

HANIM MARLISA! dance makes us close, you're a great dancer and a great friend. Mate, you're always there through my thick and thin. You're the best, i love you. I love to spend my time with you, you're cool and sometimes LAMPI, but that is ok cs that is you. HAHA. and you're BELIEBER! heart.

WAN, you are the most annoying person in the UNIVERSE. but dude, you're a great friend in an annoying way. HAHA. you're awesome like that. and hell yeah, you're my daughter anyways. haha. but you speak to me like you're the mother, MAK NENEK! haha. I love you.

ALIAH, my soulmate. Eventhough this year we're not as close as last year, but i still love you and i hope that you still remember our deal. Don't lose faith, you are a great friend. I can see that clearly. so, no worries. You're cool like that.

TRISYIA! my veryvery sweet friend, i love your laugh. haha. you're a great friend, and i miss the year 2009 when we were so close. Hah. i miss the old days. But you're still one of my veryveryvery important friends. That is why you're on my blog anyways. HAHA. don't give a damn to what people is going to say, cs you are who you are. i love you.

AINA D. my ms.outgoing, that thing makes us close. HAHA. you're like a real anime, you're a great designer and a great friend. You are very talented in so many ways, so dont waste it. you're amazing, idk. i just love you.



DATD! the only one who loves KOREA here. sincerely, you the most unexpected close friend of mine. YOU ARE A GREAT FRIEND. always there and very caring. but yeah, BAJET COMEL all the way, you're super duper cool and amazing. I HEART YOU.

RAIHAN. pyschotic and annoying friend. WE constantl fight, yesYES I HATE YOU just as much as you hate me. hah. i couldn't believe myself that i thought you're a nice person, bcs you're NOT. hah. kidding. the thing is, you're actually in you deepest heart, you do care. so, i just have to believe in it, SENGALL!

AIRCHAH! my deskie, first thing you're very patience being my deskie since i love to *coughcough in class. HAHA, dude, how did you manage to do that. GREAT. thank you for the sweets, haha at least you're not as kedekut as RAIHAN. heh. you can dance superbly, a flyer. hah. dude, love you.


*sighsigh. HAFIZ, i know i've been such a horrible friend ever to you. Dude, i'm so sorry. I just don't know why.Thank you for being very patience, you're SUPERB. appreciate you loads. AND ,

you are still my veryvery BEST FRIEND in the whole wide world.

AMIR, dude i'm not really sure why are you here at the first place. HAH. you always annoy me, we often fight for every single thing. HAHA, but it's been nice to know you. Anyways, you're the closest boy friend to me. hah. you're great. btw, ANA GEMUK!




THEY ARE MY RAINBOWS and THEY ARE AWESOME!

Take Me There

to the space.

or to the land far far away.

just take me there, cause i need you. yes i need you. to save me from the doom.

Who was the first man on the moon?

"NEIL ARMSTRONG.

correct. now, who was the second person?

don't waste your time. it is not important.

No one will ever care to the man who ever come second"

including if you're born to be the second child.i always feel it, and it is true.No matter how good you are in everything. trust me, you are nothing. no matter how hard you've tried to convince them that, it is hard to succeed in everything you do. but still you make it look pretty easy. so, blame yourselves. come on, you always take all the blames, didn't you? i'm not trying to rebel or whatever the word is. but sometimes, i do want some attentions. if i cried, they will say that i'm not strong enough, but i HAVE to be. see, i'm NOT strong so tell and teach me how to be bcs obviously i'm NOT. i wonder why people always aim the best for me and if i failed, i'm nothing. at least i've tried. and i'm telling you, IT WAS NOT EASY!

advise to myself: stop trying to have everything cs nobody cares.

What CAN i do from across the atlantic?

HERE COMES THE STORM

speechless by everything that just happened few days back.
Not blaming, but please realise what have you done.


I play your game, we're not the same.
I can't lie, i'm tired that you're treating us so cold.
Now, I'm done.

Nowhere Left To Run

Having some problems with everything.

Bullshit. Hate it, is it really my fault, if i was just doing my job?Dude, i don't know if i'm the one who is changing. Do accept the fact that people changes, and i am one of them. it's not that i turned out to be suck.But you make me feel like i did, while i didn't.what have i ever done to you? stealing 'YOUR' so-called spotlight? what the?! i want this year to be the best. i want to give my everything in everything. i'm just a normal dude who wants to live her life like others. Accept that fact and admit that i've been wasting three years of my life for it but haven't been paid off. So, give me some space with things that i love to do. i know how to manage my own time. You just have to face it. i'm old enough to decide what my life is going to be.

I thought that we're a family, but obviously you guys never did care about me. Sometimes, well most of the times, i feel like i'm not a part of it. and there's someone else who understands me more than you guys.

and somehow, with now there's no more you SM, i feel like my life is not complete anymore, come on! not because of that junior.