Who are you, again?

 I honestly

don't care about

what you think 

of me.

But I do care

what I think of me.

And most of the times,

I feel like I'm worthless.

And I think that's a problem

Attractive

 Am I attracted to

 you cause

you're unreadable?

Or do you become 

unreadable cause

I'm attracted to you?

그냥나한테와

It's all in your head

Just because I know

that I should not 

think like that

doesn't stop me

from thinking

like that. 

Waiting

 Over the years, 

I have come to 

realise that I'm not 

good at waiting.

I am an expert 

at giving up instead.

So let me do just that.

What can be worse?

The worst thing about giving up

is to pretend that you have made

the right decision.

By leaving what you defined

as 'toxic'.

But I mean well

Some people assume that just because

they mean well, they can never hurt anyone.

That is selfish. 

If you really care, what they feel is more important

than what you think.

But truth is, you don't care about them but only yourself.

You don't wanna their feelings in your conscience,

So, you say "but, I mean well"

lol, fuck off

Anyone there?

I know I'm not alone.

I know there are those who care.

They'd want to be there when I'm in pain.

They'd want to catch me when I fall.

They'd listen to me if I open up.

But, is it my fault that I just feel really lonely now?

Addiction

It's scary how addictive can giving up be,

Once you gave up on something,

You'll keep on doing it.

You keep on telling yourself to stop.

Don't go further.

It's hurting you.

So you should stop.

It's not going to work.

Just stop.

At first, it takes courage.

But now, it's taking you away.

You're addicted to it.

Stop