Friday, 4 March 2016

My shoes.


But it doesn't fit though.

As I grow older.
I find it so annoying 
for someone to say
"Don't judge me".

As if, you've never judge someone.
I'm sure you're not an angel though.
Nowhere near too.

Let them judge you.
So you can reflect for it too.
So that you can ask yourself,
Am I showing the right image to them?

And more importantly,
Are you good enough
not to be judged?

We're all trying to be nice
and improve ourselves.
But thinking that no one can judge you
won't take you anywhere. 

So, yeah.

Loner

Of course you're afraid.
You've been a loner
for too long.
You've endured it alone
for too long.






It's even inappropriate
to ask you to try.

But I've experienced the same
thing too.

I wonder where did I find 
the courage not to be
afraid like you.



Thursday, 3 March 2016

Oh hey.


Happy thoughts?

"Why do you fake your happiness?"
They asked.

"Is it because you're afraid that someone might think you're lonely?"

"Or is it because you wanna hide the pain inside of you?"


Even I don't know the answer.


One thing I know.
Fake it till you make it.

Wednesday, 2 March 2016

Moving on

The scariest part of moving on
is the thought that
You might never love again.


Friday, 26 February 2016

Mirror

Cause I know myself
Better than anyone else.

I don't want to keep holding on
To something I can't get.

I'd rather take a tougher path.

At least I can move on and get somewhere.

Saturday, 30 January 2016

Beautiful

So,
How beautiful I am 
to you now?

It's what inside.
Isn't it? 

Friday, 29 January 2016

Grown up

I'm having a hard time too.
Why can't you see it?

Are you so oblivious
Or am I just good at pretending?
Do I have to say it out loud?
Why can't you freaking see it?

I don't know what I wanna do.
I don't like what I'm doing.
I don't even know myself anymore.

I'm so tired
of this.

Growing up sucks.