Beautiful

So,

How beautiful I am 

to you now?

It's what inside.

Isn't it? 

Grown up

I'm having a hard time too.

Why can't you see it?

Are you so oblivious

Or am I just good at pretending?

Do I have to say it out loud?

Why can't you freaking see it?

I don't know what I wanna do.

I don't like what I'm doing.

I don't even know myself anymore.

I'm so tired

of this.

Growing up sucks.

I never met you 

But hey,

If you're gonna love.

Then you have to have

patience.

A lot of it. 

Ready? 

Ryu

Having a dream
doesn't mean you
have to have

a dream job. 

It simply means

to have a dream.

Look at it from a

wider perspective.

Your dream can be like

"i want to be happy"

"i wanna make my parents proud"

or

"i want to help someone".

So that with whatever 

job you choose.

You can achieve your dreams.

 

This guy taught me this.

And I think it's

worth to share.

I do admit that
I've changed
Over these
past few years.

The weird thing is that.
I've become more cheerful
And more introvert at the same time.

I mean, how is that even possible?

I guess I'm growing up after all.

Worth

Ok. 

You can feel 

whatever you want.

But you're wrong

about it. 

You might not be perfect

But you're worth it.

Mistake

ok maybe like

not next.

You've always been.

You'll always be.

So, I guess

I'm screwed?