To be honest

I am not sure why
for the past few months,
once a month,
I will feel this kind of
weird feeling in my heart.

Like a burning 

yet colourful flame.

as I look back at my past.

And regrets start approaching.

I need a shield.

I miss being
a little girl
who tells
the world,

"Try to 

bring me down."

You wanna know

what's worse than not

knowing

what are you feeling?

It is

not knowing

WHAT to feel.

Don't be.

Heartless.

When people mistaken
your insecurities with jealousy.

Just pretend 

that you don't 

give a single damn.

See what I did there?

I'm pretty cool right,

I know.

The woman I love the most

I'm sorry for the things that
I did not say.
Like, how you are the best thing
in my world.
And I am so proud to
call you mother :)

She is the most amazing woman

in my life.

One true Superwoman.

Just notice that

you are loved for so many reasons

that no words can describe it all.

I will always pray for you

and only God knows how much 

I love you.

Love,

Seri Amalina

Perfect Blend?

Sadness

Cheated

Dissapointed

Mistreated 

Misunderstood

*sigh*

Broken

But,

you know

I'll get up.

We do share the same ground.

But don't let anyone dictate your space.

The scars.

Sometimes you can never bear.