Defying gravity

"friends are always more important than anybody else. you can always find a new love mate but never a true mate. so there, i'm sorry."

i never expected that it's gonna be this hard. but, yeah i'm sorry. don't bother to ask or find me.
living the dream was all a mistake wasn't it? i'm so up to no good. and to the fact that you still couldn't bring yourself to have a faith in me, made it all crystal clear. thank you for the memories.

it is ok to be number 2

19th of August 2011

been announced as the ASSISTANT HEAD PREFECT

of SEKOLAH SERI PUTERI 2011/2012.

let do some flashback.

I used to be a rules breaker back when i was in form 2. ok, not really a rules breaker. but, most of people that time supposed that i'm going to be the taiko in the next few years. my partner in crime, sarah knows all about it. i can say that i've quite been banned that time by certain people.

like, i've brought my phone to school, derr, never did.

form three, i've tried my best not to break any rules, but i did. heh. ok, i was up to no good that time. i sent my application to be the peer group councelor because i really wanted to have a great deal with the new form one when i'm in form 4. Alhamdulillah, i got to be the peer group councelor. Next, i sent my application to be the prefects candidate. There were loads of ups and downs. and i was totally sick of it.

But then, when i'm in form 4. i managed to be the in prefects candidate in disciplinary bureau. continued to be the prefect in disciplinary bureau. and yeah, the assistant head of disciplinary bureau. i really did took step by step. Next, suprisingly, i managed to be the TOP 10. and we've been through loads of stuffs. and thank you so much to ema najwa who always listen to every single crap that i was talking. i mean dude, we gt to know each other better. and yeah,

Last Tuesday, we had a meeting with our principal and she told me, aliah, anis, amirah and sina that we're gonna be the top 5. as a normal people i'm aware of what i'm going to get through . it's not gonna be easy at all.

back to the real time,

we had a ceremony for the installation of the top 5. and i should say all praises to Allah, i've been chosen as the assistant of head prefect. the second highest post after the headof course. i was actually shaking on the stage. i do have a doubt in myself but i know it is not suppose to lasts. so, i took the first step of accepting the honour given. it is time to prove the those who always look down on me, that i'm actually not bad at all. thank you for the trust and support.

i shall declare this, i never been into being the assistant head prefect or even top 5. i know this is His rezeki to me, so i have to accept it and be grateful and try my best and prove my fullest potential.

there are few of my friends who cried when i've been annouced to hold that post, but now is the time for you to hear it from my side. I know, i'm not going to spend most of time hanging with my friend. But, don't take me as an outsider. i'm still the person you guys befriended with. jut so you know that, i will try my best to represent you guys and deny every single assumption by others. i don't beg for your support, but do notice that i cried too.

to my mom and dad , thank you for your support. and i hope it lasts.

to my teammates, aliah, anis, amirah and sina, let's do this together and let's be the best team ever.

that's all, cheers~

hey soulmate,

"so close but so far away"

we realise that we're not as close as we used to,

but i do believe that there are certain things that is better

to be left unsaid

Nur Aliah Syahmina,

my soulmate

and my head prefect.

i want you to know that, i am always behind your back.
supporting and not backstabbing.
let's do this together.

Bon fete Ramadhan Al-Mubarak

Here comes Ramadhan again.
Alhamdulillah, i still gt the chance to fast ths year.
yeay, tarawih and tadarus.


Semoga Ramadhan kali ini memberikan kita seribu satu kebaikan.
amin~

don't ask?

Officially announcing my fav guy, weee.

-

Australian Guy British Guy American Guy

Malay guy?

p/s: sya.

The 10th IDC

15th-20th of July 2011.


quarter once again, is ok. and all praises to Allah for His gift. Most of all, the experience we gt is the most important thing. Achievement comes second. Cheers to Edda for being the top 6. Not to forget, Nasuha and Fiffy. Top 15? yeah, that's not that important. And thank you so much to Miss Nurezzah, Miss Noraina, Miss Hajar for being there. and Miss Aina Farzana , Miss Amani and Miss Nurrul Syairah fr keep supporting us from behind. and yeah, Miss Aizaa and Aina, Fifa, Zaa, Tika, Atie, Maryam, Fatin, Alia and Nazira. Special thanks to fellow teachers, parents and friends. Thank you fr the prayers everyone and only Allah can pay your kindness.

cheers, lost to sdar? that's an honour and congrats to them. :)

DREAM.HOPE.ACHIEVE

I WANT IT, SO I WILL HAVE IT.

insyaAllah~

i do have a faith in you guys,
edda nadira
safraa nasuha
sofea zafiffy

we know we are good enough to do it.

pray for us, may Allah pay back your kindness. :)

Run

Just something from my little journal,


Away from the time we've cheered,
I swear i won't stop
Away from the moments we've shared
I swear I won't forget

Run as as you can
Shout, there is no tomorrow
Admit, it is a pathetic life
Run, you've got nothing else.

Love is hard to define.
Care you never did.
Honest, it never exists.
Please, just go away.


and now still trying to finish the last part of it. and yes, sry fr taking quite a long time to update this bloody mess blog. but, i did not stop writing, have a journal and more stories in it. currently doing some prep fr idc anthr 5 days ahead. and lovely busy with the school mag and also prefectorial board. :) done.