hey soulmate,

"so close but so far away"

we realise that we're not as close as we used to,

but i do believe that there are certain things that is better

to be left unsaid

Nur Aliah Syahmina,

my soulmate

and my head prefect.

i want you to know that, i am always behind your back.
supporting and not backstabbing.
let's do this together.

Bon fete Ramadhan Al-Mubarak

Here comes Ramadhan again.
Alhamdulillah, i still gt the chance to fast ths year.
yeay, tarawih and tadarus.


Semoga Ramadhan kali ini memberikan kita seribu satu kebaikan.
amin~

don't ask?

Officially announcing my fav guy, weee.

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Australian Guy British Guy American Guy

Malay guy?

p/s: sya.

The 10th IDC

15th-20th of July 2011.


quarter once again, is ok. and all praises to Allah for His gift. Most of all, the experience we gt is the most important thing. Achievement comes second. Cheers to Edda for being the top 6. Not to forget, Nasuha and Fiffy. Top 15? yeah, that's not that important. And thank you so much to Miss Nurezzah, Miss Noraina, Miss Hajar for being there. and Miss Aina Farzana , Miss Amani and Miss Nurrul Syairah fr keep supporting us from behind. and yeah, Miss Aizaa and Aina, Fifa, Zaa, Tika, Atie, Maryam, Fatin, Alia and Nazira. Special thanks to fellow teachers, parents and friends. Thank you fr the prayers everyone and only Allah can pay your kindness.

cheers, lost to sdar? that's an honour and congrats to them. :)

DREAM.HOPE.ACHIEVE

I WANT IT, SO I WILL HAVE IT.

insyaAllah~

i do have a faith in you guys,
edda nadira
safraa nasuha
sofea zafiffy

we know we are good enough to do it.

pray for us, may Allah pay back your kindness. :)

Run

Just something from my little journal,


Away from the time we've cheered,
I swear i won't stop
Away from the moments we've shared
I swear I won't forget

Run as as you can
Shout, there is no tomorrow
Admit, it is a pathetic life
Run, you've got nothing else.

Love is hard to define.
Care you never did.
Honest, it never exists.
Please, just go away.


and now still trying to finish the last part of it. and yes, sry fr taking quite a long time to update this bloody mess blog. but, i did not stop writing, have a journal and more stories in it. currently doing some prep fr idc anthr 5 days ahead. and lovely busy with the school mag and also prefectorial board. :) done.

Believe it or not?

When i was thirteen or should i say a form 1 student. I always told myself.

"it's ok, just be strong for now. when you are a senior, you're not going to hate going back to school anymore. just, be tough for this year. you don't want to regret yourself."

Form 2,I told myself

"it's been a year, another four years to go. time will fly so fast. no worries"

Fifteen,

"with all this pmr thingy, i have to be strong to never give up. you have to learn, so you have to go back to school. just, another year, you will feel nothing about this"

BUT THE REALITY IS THAT WHEN YOU ARE SIXTEEN,

"I STILL DON'T WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL, THERE ARE TONS OF WORK TO GET DONE. PLEASE SOMEONE, MAKE ME INVISIBLE"

in conlusion, somehow as you grw older. what will change is that, you're going to get more emotional and you're going to have hormones crisis. that is why.

so, don't blame for being homesick.

Apa dia?

He puts smile on my face.
He puts back the light in my eyes.
He is always there to listen.
He choose to be himself.


and somehow,

HE slowly heals my wound.
and that is why.


but, as i've told you before. maybe not.