SMILESMILESMILE

"Cause everyone's got trouble
That's the way the story goes
You don't need to use hubble baby to see what’s underneath your nose
'Cause if you're feeling happy that's the place to let it show
So just remember to smile
Smile
Smile so everybody knows

And it will make things so much better when you're feeling low "

-McFly-

I AM HAPPY!

so damn MUCH

Alisha, Wan, you guys know why

knkn?

heh.

I just CAN'T STOP and WON'T STOP

(pinjam lagi skali alisha)

SMILING!

Never had a dream come true

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind

One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time

There's no use looking back or wondering

How it could be now or might have been

Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you know

I've never had a dream come true

Till the day that I found you

Even though I pretend that I've moved on

You'll always be my baby

I never found the words to say

You're the one I think about each day

And I know no matter where life takes me to

A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory

I've lost all sense of time

And so my road can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind

There's no use looking back or wondering

How it could be now or might have been

Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

You'll always be the dream that fills my head

Yes you will, say you will, you know you will

Oh baby, you'll always be the one I know I'll never forget

There's no use looking back or wondering

Because love is a strange and funny thing

No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye

No no no no

end year break

fuhh~

school break without my prnts.

and also, laptop, mtv, v, starworld .

sbr jela.

rse cm lost sgt2.

x tahu dunia luar.

husih2.

tuisyen yg sgt2 menyabarkan lagi menenangkan.

nasib baik ad lagi tv.

balik2, csi:ny sajalah.

luckily, eddie cahill uh gila smart.

cn't wait fr 22nd of december.

ibu n abah nak balik.

adik2, yg itu ini dan lagi.

akhirnya, brjaya juga menghabiskan pembacaan krgn amigas.

anis, dh siap dh keje aku(stkat ni).

2010 dh sgt2 dekat.

cuti dh nk habis.

pmr makin dekat ohh.

hmm.

till then.

I must be DREAMING!

Alisha, sry pinjam jap eh.

heh.
ohh!
x percaya smlm.
i actually talked to NILE!
hahah.
gila ngada-ngada aku.
tu je nk kasi tahu.

16th November 2009

ok, mcm ny ceritanya. sryla kalau ad pape kesalahan.
current situation: depressed!



3.30p.m.(nt to be tht accurate,lbih kurangla)

cuakcuak, tga tunggu full results fr final exam.i ws hoping to be in the 2nd class.yg bermksd aku perlu berada drpd number 31-60.mula-mulanya, pergilah usha kelas 2T punya results,arifah number 57 dgn pointer 3.45(ohh, sme dgn aku)n aku pun diberitahu azwin dpt number 60 dgn pointer yg sme.lagila aku cuakk.tiba-tiba, alia pn masok ke kelas dgn mmbw results kelas aku.
jantung aku dh mula berdegup dgn tonggang terbaliknya.alia pun attack aku dgn mengatakan"seri, congrats! kau no 3 dlm kelas"dangg! ++++cuakk!aku pn tnyla,"aku lepas kelas U x?" alia menepuk-nepuk bahu aku."sry seri, tapi kau x lepas" jwb alia.xpe2, lepak lagi.aku pn jwb dgn hati yg berkecamuk act,"oh, ye ke, haha. tq alia"aku pn ke belakang dan mencari kesahihan kenyataan alia sebentar td.

*flash back*
3.15p.m.

seri: weyh srh, aku cuak ny. aku takut aku x lepas kelas.
sarah: relaxla seri, tpi kan, sryla seri, aku rse kau x lepas.
seri: aku x kesah sgt tp tlgla aku jgn dpt number 61. terseksa gila doh.
sarah: kalau 62 cmne?
seri: ha'ah ek?



jantung aku mcm nk tercabut bila aku tgk keputusan yg aku dpt. thr, seri amalina binti mohd khair, kdt(kedudukan dlm tingkatan) 62. woi! gila msin mulut sarah! down nya. pastuh aku pn apa lagi, menjerit sna sni dn melalak.



ok, tuh bru cerita yg pertama. cerita yg kedua, mcm ny pulak.



5.15p.m.-kelas 1 intelek. debat.

after puas menangis dan sebagainya, aku pn kembali ke realiti yang nyata. debat. cepat pergi.
aku pun dudukla kt kerusi dan slps itu, kak aizaa, edda, anis nik dan form 1 menyusul datang.
kitorang skdr discuss psl facts jah.mula-mula emosi aku xdela terganggu sgt sehinggalah ad seorang hamba Allah ny ckp mcm ny "arealah sye cri kt internet haritu EH!"aiyoo, bengang x?! aku pu jwb, "yela anis, kita ny mmg x pernah cri facts agknya kn, dhlah bru cri harituh! kita ny, rse-rsenya dh crik dua tahun kot facts ny". ok, yela wlupun anis slh, x kesahlah. dh tentu2, time tuh, anis tga argue ngn kak aizaa dye tuh spela yg tiba-tiba menyampuk?. dhla cara x betul. geramnya!


move on to the third stry of the day, which is the most pathetic part.

7.35p.m.-kelas aku

baiklah, selepas penat melalak dan mengamuk x tentu hala, aku pn bukakla satu lmn web sosial ny. heh, tiba-tiba aku ternampak seorang yg aku gilaa suka ny gmbr dgn AAR! wow! bengangnya. dhla aku benci gila ngan AAR, pstuh ltak jdi default photo pulak tuh.
adoyy! lagila +++ geram aku.aku pun apa lagi, buat kali ke brp ntah hari tu aku meracau dn mengamuk x tentu hala.


okok, tp, pntupnya, tetap menggembirakan aku..


11.15p.m.

debat n debate buat jualan , habiskan apa yg tinggal hrituh. adala bbrp biji telur, air rootbeer dll. ktrg pun amikla stove yg dibeli harituh dn mula memasak telur, cehh mula-mula bjet nk buat telur mata kerbau, tp yg jadi adalah telur hancur. haha. lwk gila. tp, disebabkan sgt-sgtlah lpr, ktrg melantak jela ap yg ada. msk punya msk, tiba-tiba. api habis. adoyy. kak qamilla, aku , anis dan wan pun cuba-cubalah utk petik api berkali-kali. tapi, ternyata gagal kerana kenyataannya gas habis dan itulah yg trakhir. ikhtiar pny ikhtiar kitorang dpt satu idea utk masak maggi dgn telur yg berbaki. apa lagi ktrg mulalah dgn membuat resepi sndri dan ternyata berhasil menyediakan maggi yg sdp dan BOLEH DIMAKAN. haha. semua org thp melantak nk mati. x senonoh gila. kalaula dpt rakam saat2 itu. dhla dh lights off. kak mera mng org yg plg pelahap(diberi oleh kak qamilla).



the conclusion is, apa-apa pun yg membengangkan aku pasti berakhir dgn kegembiraan yg diberi oleh keluargaku(x kesahla keluarga kandung atau keluarga debat).


thnk you guys,
alisha
trisyia
aliah
anis
wan
edda
nik
sarah
kak aizaa
kak khai
dan semua.
:))

dtg MAJAKA.
do visit Petah Bicara's stall
tau2.

Pissed of~

i am damn stupid.
i am sorry.
i didn't meant to be mean.
i just have to cut it out and keep my priority straight.
family.study.debate.friends.

Jealousy~

"Jealousy turning saint into the sea

swimming through sick lullabies,

choking on your alibies,

but it's just the price i pay,

destiny is calling me,

open up my eager eyes

cause i'm mr.brightside"

-The Killers(Mr.Brightside)-

i know2. somehow, i just cn't deny the fact tht i'm jealous with her. why? idk. and i dun hv any idea.the so called AAR. argh. shut up seri. u're talking nonsense ryte now. i know. i've tried so hard to get rid over you. but why is this happening to me?! i just hate it. i do believe the heart never lies. move on seri. come on! i wanna cry!

p/s: i do hope that you're gonna to read my blog.