That kind of night

When you can't fake it anymore.

All the smiles you put in your face
Simply dissapear.
And they don't wanna come back.
Even if your force them.

Sudden sadness fills your empty heart.
And loneliness creeps to your room.

And for a moment you're just there
Being all numb.

You know you can't let it control you.
But you can't control it too.

You wanna cry but you can't.
You wanna share it but you can't.

Then you can only let it be.
Because nothing can change the way you really feel.

But it's just another night.
Tomorrow, when you wake up.
It'll all be fine.
Even if they won't.
You're gonna make it fine.

I've been all glee and cheerful lately.
I need this kind of night.