i want someone to hear me.

Life is fun. Life is tough. Life is colorful. Life
is cruel. Life is meanless. Life is fool.

Nothing makes sense, nothing makes sense anymore.

Nothing is right, nothing is right when your gone.

I'm losing my breath, I'm losing my right to be wrong

I'm frightened to death, I'm frightened that I won't be strong,

I want someone to love me

For who I am

I want someone to need me

Is that so bad?

I wanna break all the madness

But it's all I have

I want someone to love me

For who I am

I'm shaking it off, I'm shaking off all of the pain.

You're breaking my heart, breaking my heart once again

yes2. life can't never be perfect. but, that is the whole point of life anyways. to make us realise that we have to struggle really hard to achieve what we wanted. maybe this is kinda lame but yes, life is like a wheel. sometimes, we're going to be on the top sometimes we're going to be at the bottom of life.

what am i going to share is, my life was really tough right now. i'm losing control cause i don't have someone to catch me if i fall. i just wanna be strong. but i'm not. at certain things i can pretend that evertthing will be alright. but, when it comes to family, it is really hard to say. after getting the 3rd place for cheerleading, we've lost at semi final and getting the worst result ever(which i wish it is just a dream). and now, i don't think that i'm going to uia and my parents just busy esp abah with his works. or should i say he is really concern in getting all his jobs done. and my mom is trying to support him a lot. i am left alone. sometimes, i think that i have to be strong just like aliah, she can let her father to move to Qatar this year. i've cried when i hear the whole story. but, yes i am not strong like what you guys think.i suck. all i want right now is someone to hear me and support.

p/s:135/160 is a nightmare!